#Chapter61
That's what I felt ever since that night where I watched Dillon. I couldn't make sense of it. I knew that Theo made it clear that he would never want a romantic relationship with her again but when you have a child it's different.
I could barely catch a wink last night. The media were having a storm making it such a big thing. Anything to get Theo back in the spotlight obviously.
I couldn't help it, I read through the comments people were having about me.
I was ruining their family, Dillon clearly wasn't happy and wanted his parents together and I knew he was acting differently to me.
He may be a baby but I think he knows im in the way.
I sneaked into the pool at 5 since I couldn't even sleep. I stripped from my clothes and dived into the pool. I vented my annoyance and stress into swimming laps. There was nothing more therapeutic than swimming for me.
The thick water were barriers that I was trying to breakthrough.