#Chapter61
I don't think I'm handling my recovery very well. I expected to want to stay behind my bedroom doors with everything that brought me comfort but instead I was behaving as if I wasn't just held at gunpoint by my Ex boyfriend's brother.
The few days after that day I went to see my cousin Seth. When he had heard of what happened he came all the way here and helped me pack a bag. His family were totally on board with having me stay for a few nights. I was thankful because it got me away from everyone and especially Nate who even with my dad's strict rules came to check on me at the house. But I refused to see him, I couldn't.
