#Chapter121
XAVIER POV
/"Come on let's get some coffee or something, boss you're always so tired./" Leroy nudged me as we both waked out of the office.
/"Tch./" I mumble in disagreement. I just wanted to go home or the bar.
Life had been a never ending cycle of going to work then either going home or getting a drink alone.
Women hit on me regularly but it was always declined, as respectfully as possible. I was tired and groggy.
Everyday just felt like a chore, getting my work done in order to finally be alone again.
I wanted to blame it on her leaving, leaving me.
But I couldn't.
Last time she left me, for 4 years and I was fine.
Fine - I was thriving. I had a girlfriend for gods sake. This time I don't know what was wrong.
I was over it.
Over looking for her, over waiting for her and definitely over loving her.
