#Chapter17
Pent-up Emotions-02
I sat down, feeling the numbness in my body. I glanced at Mum closely. /"It was my fault because I left her that night. I didn’t look for her even though I knew where to find her. I hated myself for not thinking twice. Now, I lost them./" I looked down, feeling guilty when I realized I shouldn’t be blaming Arella. She was still young. She was barely eighteen when she’d gotten pregnant by a stranger. She had a life ahead of her, and pregnancy was the last thing for a teenager to wish for.
I was the one who was selfish. I could have been spending in jail, but I chose to run away.
Mum pulled me into a hug again, then she let my head lie down on her lap. I closed my eyes, taking all the comfort from her hand as she ran her fingers through my hair.
/"We’re supposed to have a baby, Mum,/" I mumbled when my senses came back. My tears were just falling. The fuck I care!
