#Chapter63
Going Back Pt 2-02
/"But I thought you said it was what your mom wanted, not you?/"
/"I lied./" she shouted.
/"I lied ok? I lied because I didn't want to face the fact that my dream was gone./" by now, tears had begun to flow from her eyes.
I wanted to go to hug her and comfort her the way she'd always done for us, but this was her and Lucy's moment.
/"Why didn't you just tell me?/" Lucy said, wiping the tears from Lana's eyes, but she pulled away.
/"Because if I did, then I'd have to admit that I'm sacred./" Lana said in a soft voice, almost a whisper.
/"Scared of what?/"
/"Scared that I'd fail, scared that after all the studying and training, I still wouldn't be good enough. Scared that I'd have to choose between you and my dream, that I'd have to choose between my dream and my friends./"
/"Oh Lana, I'm so sorry, I know how hard this is for you and I already know all these things./"
/"How?/"
