#Chapter238
Alarix's POV
What just happened?
My mind was just consumed completely by Lila. I saw everything; her first memories, her family... I even got to witness Lila finding out about the prophecy. It was like I had front row seats to her life.
If I have just witnessed Lila's life growing up, does that mean she's seen mine? She definitely could have seen what I'm capable of... She will have seen what I did seven years ago. She might think I'm the one thing I'm terrified of becoming... a monster.
She would see the monster behind the man.
Our upbringing couldn't have been more different. My family and, I say family loosely, was cold and so damn controlled, whereas Lila grew up with so much love surrounding her. That doesn't shock me, not really; you can see how well she's loved.
/"What was that?/" I whispered after I'd gotten over the initial shock.