#Chapter149
---Mess Up
Angelo Vander
Chance is really.. losing himself.
He was having a bad mental breakdown and he started to going crazy. Seeing it in front of my eyes making my heart breaks. He's not supposed to go through this.
I know his love for ILLICIT is big and he knows he can't leave Dean alone. He's not being selfish but I can see he's losing himself.
This is exactly the same Chance when I met him years back.
He's constantly crying, breaking things and experience a lot of symptoms of panic attacks.
/"Why didn't she tell me?/" Chance asked.
/"Because she knows she won't be spending the rest of her life with you. At least she will have two beautiful twins that has your genes./" I answered as I looked out the window that I broke earlier.
/"I know she would be happy with Heinrich./" He stated and I shook my head.
