#Chapter386
/"Anything. Just name it./" So intently looking into my soul and keeping me grounded. Reminding me that fear is nothing compared to no Alexi.
/"If our marriage goes stale and I’m no longer what you want or need … end it. Don’t be like those men who maintain an empty marriage and visit women like me. Don’t betray me. Just be honest, always be honest. If this doesn’t work, don’t let it drag on. Don’t turn me into an object./" My hands shake as I realise exactly what I’m doing. I’m agreeing to this and laying down the boundaries as we do. It’s our thing. Setting the guidelines, the rules and terms to our arrangements. Willingly shackling myself despite the crazy terror growing in my veins. The things I’m terrified of happening, out there for him to see and address.
