#Chapter270
/"I can’t, that’s why I rarely go home and fell in love with a girl who is nothing like that. I don’t want that kind of relationship, like my parents. I never did. There are enough lies and deceit in this lifestyle, I don’t want it between us anymore. I want something pure with you./"
I really want those words to be the truth.
/"It’s hard to forget everything and take you at face value, you know that?/" It’s not easy to go from a lifetime of trusting no one to trust the one person who wounded you deeper than most. Even if he makes it sound like a possibility within my grasp and something I might actually want.
/"I know. If I could take it all back, I would. If I could shake the shit out of myself and realise what you meant to me way back then, I swear, Cam, I would. I am sorry for the shit I did to you; it still eats at me every time I look at you. You didn’t deserve any of it. I should never have hurt you, in any way./"
