#Chapter269
Alexi is a psychology goldmine. No wonder he has a shrink. I messed him up because he had no control over me or what I was making him feel. I was the worst thing that walked into his life and he was struggling to rein it in, while his gut told him to mistrust everything about me. After all, his mother taught him that no woman would ever truly love someone like him, because of the things he does. She ingrained this belief that he couldn’t trust women because no one could love a monster who kills for those he cares about.
And not to mention my own little reputation and what he knew of me. Manipulating gold digger who played men for money and screwed over my drug supplier.
We were the worst thing that could ever have collided, and our lack of honesty only made for a really messy pairing. It was all games and deception while we both hid real feelings for each other and broken hearts.
