#Chapter249
Not this weird wave of apprehension and fear and running away because the man has already shown you, he has the power to crush you to nothing. And the cold heart to follow through. I never knew love could be such a huge, terrifying step.
I can’t look through it all and see hope for a different ending. I trust nothing about him, and my sanity is stopping me from blindly throwing myself in the deep end once more. I’m not as naïve this time around and so madly in love with him that I will let myself be mauled by wolves at his hands, just to be close to him. This time I know I need to protect myself, and he needs to show me that I can trust him with my vulnerable soul before he gets even an inch closer to it.
I don’t know how the hell he will pull that off.
