#Chapter227
I don’t know this man in front of me right now, and my head is swimming and reeling and knocking everything out of whack. I’m just engulfed with so much hostile energy as it brims up inside of me, needing a release. I can’t trust him. Anytime I do he flips me upside down and crushes my soul and I shouldn’t believe him.
Maybe because of the climactic emotional breakdown followed by an overly majestic orgasm at this man’s hands … I’m now suffering a pent-up release of everything all at once and it’s manifesting in sheer rage. Bubbling up like an explosive volcano and I have so much desire to smack him around his stupid head with my shoes.
Alexi silently stares at me as though he has no clue how else to be, or maybe this is part of his game. His plan.
Fuck knows what this even is anymore. I don’t know.