#Chapter88
All because I want to see him, because he doesn’t want to see me, because he is sending me to be someone else’s problem and no longer wants anything to do with me, because he is taking what I worked so hard for away. I know this is why this heightened panic has hit me in this way, this sense that tonight is the last chance I will have of seeing him. Getting this out between us!
He is not an easy guy to get time with as he’s always shrouded with his men or moves around a lot. You don’t just bump into someone like Alexi very often if you do not move in his circles, and once I am out of his loop I will probably never find him again, never get to see my club, my baby, ever again.
I don’t quite know how I manage it, being that I can barely see straight, but somehow I get a tube ride downtown and end up two blocks from the club while still slurring every word coming out of my mouth and walking like an injured fawn.
