#Chapter408
I don’t function when there is no Sophie. There’s only darkness and emptiness like someone took all the light and life out of the world.
I am so in love with her. Marriage and babies and forever kind of love for her.
It hits me like a slap in the face and I claw my cell back from the table, brain on auto pilot, mind reacting. Panic searing through me at a rate of noughts that I let myself be blind sighted by my own fear and stupidity and made the worst mistake of my life in losing her. Living in a zombie state because I have a broken heart, at my own hands, from running from the love of my life. For making her leave me and that everything since, has been one long bad nightmare that I can’t wake up from.
