#Chapter236
We’ve been living in Paris for almost a year, and our life has turned into one circle of him leaving endlessly. His fights, his responsibilities within Carrero Corp, and his family, all pulling him every which way and I’m here keeping my head on my studies, easier to detach myself from people when I focus on my goal. I go home less often, maybe a tiny snippet compared to him, because I literally do not have that much free time. School is demanding, and the weekends are usually filled with functions they expect us to attend, the catwalk shows we take part in or must go to, and the hours I spend studying for exams. Even Arrick must attend Carrero functions without me, and most of my school trips and shows are without him. It’s not the existence I thought it would be and as time moves on, I’m more and more affected by it. By the lack of him in my life.
