#Chapter165
I break into a sob immediately, unable to contain the sudden rush of emotion at the unexpectedness of it and the heartache hitting me hard, that sometimes I don’t deserve him in any way, shape or form.
/"Baby, what is it?/" He quickly slides his seat out and comes around the table to kneel beside me, hauling me against him, smoothing back my hair and cradling my face against his throat instantly. I can barely breathe for the gasping cries that have overcome me, hurting my soul and twisting me up inside.
/"Don’t ever leave me. Don’t go backwards./" I cry uncontrollably, through howling sobs. Heart shattering, insecurity at an all-time high from everything, tiredness, hangovers. I just feel utterly emotional.
