#Chapter100
Dressed in jeans and a tee I look relaxed, but also way too casual, and I want to show him that I am more than I was when he rejected me from his life. That I am worth more than what he chose over me. I need to feel like I had a lucky escape, not focus on everything he used to be, everything he was to me.
My apartment around me is my pride and joy and the homeliest comforting space I have ever known, I have real friends around me who really care, and don’t use me as a means to an end for my money. My family and I are mending bridges and there is a new-found trust in me, because they seem to know that this is different and giving me gentle breathing space to find my way. Sticking with school and doing well for myself, excelling at the top of my class. I have everything to be proud of.