#Chapter81
Running
I hate the fates and this infernal bond. It's messing up everything and I've no control over my feelings anymore. I thought I was strong, but when it comes to him, I'm an idiot. I'm a fool for him in every way, and I can't even stay mad, or hateful, no matter what he does, because the second I get a chance at connecting, I let him. I shouldn't have left the link open all week; I should not have let myself get taken in for even a second. It should have been done the second I decided I was leaving and not given him a window of opportunity. I won't make that mistake again, for sure.
I yank myself up, pull my head out of my ass and aggressively wash down while refusing to break down anymore. It's the past. It's not where I need to be mentally.
