#Chapter16
Carmen
I have a sea of contradictory emotions and feelings running through me and I try to separate Carmen from the past, and the girl beside me in the here and now. I'm not ready to lay my old feelings to rest, to let go of hurt and anger and jealousy. I don't know how I would handle seeing her approach Colton like this, or if I would be able to swallow it down, but I know one thing for certain, right now, I just want to help. This cursed need in me to make sure my pack, every last on of them, is cared for. Even her.
/"Do you want me to get Sierra to come see her in your rooms? Maybe she could help. She can heal certain things, instill calm with a touch. Maybe seeing her…../" it's an absent minded suggestion as my brain strays onto things I don't really want to think about and I flinch at her sudden exuberant response.
