#Chapter120
Boom
I see the torn decision in him, the way his eyes shift from me to her and the obvious mistrust that what I say can be true. I mean for him, Carmen is a sobbing mess whose mom just died and hates me, right? How can I trust her to be my bodyguard when I have powers that are stronger than hers. Why am I not just turning white wolf and savagely kicking Vampire ass by his side? I can see it all spinning through his head, trying to put the pieces together and understand nothing.
His inability to choose between the need to go and do what I ask. To save his pack from whatever he doesn't understand, but also the need to stay with me because waking up to me like that has clearly shaken him to the core. He's afraid of what he doesn't remember has happened. Afraid I'm not safe and he can't fathom why my gifts are failing me.