#Chapter273
I walk out of the school doors, tears still in my eyes.
I silently make my way through the drunk teenagers as I begin my journey down the sidewalk.
I think that I am horrible at reading people.
I read Alexis's personality wrong.
I misread Ruby's motives.
I read Farrah's intentions wrong.
I sigh and wrap my arm around my body as best as I can.
I think that I am destructive.
I know that I should not self diagnose myself, but it is pretty obvious.
I ruined Alexis's modeling career because I thought I was doing a good thing by helping her but it ended up backfiring.
I hurt Erin and Alisha because I believed a manipulative liar instead of going directly to them and talking to them about it.
I am killing my own mom because of my own selfish wants.
I am no better than Alexis, Ruby, Farrah, all of them.
/"I need to make things right/" I say to myself
