#Chapter110
Hold it in, Raven
When we arrived home, everyone saw my obviously puffy face and knew that I had cried. So, I hugged Aya and cried some more. It was not like I hadn’t cried in front of them anyways.
I knew Eliana was giving him accusing glare and even offered to punch him, but I shake my head while he stood there, rubbing the back of his neck, looking tense. I didn’t want to hurt him. It would only hurt me even more. Why, though?
I skipped dinner that evening. I wanted to just lay on my bed and not think about anything. But I kept thinking about him. The whole damn night. What does he mean to me? Why does his presence affect me so much? Why does his absence bother me so much? Just the thought of him having a mate out there, eats my inside. Another girl, not me, made just for him. No.
I don’t want to think about him with someone else.
But that someone else is made for him.
Let go, Raven.
Just let go.
