#Chapter49
---I’m not even that precious for God’s sake. Leave me alone
I don’t know if Milo loves his sword, but I really hate it. It’s too light. Too wrong. It feels wrong in my hand. But that didn’t keep me from chopping the tree trunk in front of me. I was hitting it like a madman. My anger was beyond control. And yet I needed the damn sword to be heavier so I could hit the tree trunk harder.
I was angry because Rodor was happy. So I was happy and angry at the same time. If that’s not enough to drive a man crazy, I don’t know what is.
Knox had disappeared, not responding my mental yells and shouts for him to come back and figure this out and I don’t want to admit it because I don’t have any right at all but I feel heartbroken. Is Rodor doing this on purpose? Pushing the others away from me so I would be weaker and he could get stronger? How did I even let him do this?
