#Chapter23
Benjamin's POV. (Rick)
It's been five fucking months and two weeks since I last saw Sofia. Damien and I tried our best to look for her everywhere. A few times we thought we found her but she was gone before the time. The kidnapper is always one step ahead.
As much as I always said I hated her I never actually did. Even when she cheated on me I didn't hate her. Yes I was hurt but hate. Hate is a strong word. Everyone thought I despised her. But I didn't. I still care about her.
I would never want to hurt her. Seeing that I can't do anything to help Sofia is like a tear in my heart. Sofia missing is like a part of me missing. I have been drinking every single day of those five months. I just can't feel anything anymore.
