#Chapter41
I kneel down and trace my fingers on the words ..The roughness of the rock felt my fingers .
Keeping the bouquet of lavenders on the grave I let my tears fall .
/"I remember you telling me what love means , I remember how you always told me to be kind , to have a soft heart , have virtues , but you never told me how to use them mother /"
I wipe my tear .
/"I don't know whether I can use your teachings to change one’s life , I am to be married to Roman the man who I fear ....fear that he might kill my loved ones , I am confused, am I the hateful person here ? ,do you despise me ,.will you ? ..if I fall for him . Will you grow the hate towards me if I say yes to him ? or will you praise me for saving my father /" I said
/"I need your blessings, I am to be married today mother ....please watch over us /" I said .
I felt the cold breeze hit my body and I shiver .My hair flew to the direction and I tucked a strand behind my ear .
