#Chapter4
Sasha nodded and sniffed /"for past three months now, I have been depressed, Michael doesn't let me help him. He insisted his nurse to live in but his mother and mine refused, saying that I will help during the night but he never let's me. Whenever I offered to stay at home he will refused, saying that his nurse can take perfectly care of him. At night, he will set his alarm and will help himself to take his medicine before I can even come/" she looked at them /"we sleep in different rooms and that's because he threw me out of our room one night/" she smiled weakly.
/"I will cook, he will not eat it. He gets Gary deliver food for him, he had this table constructed to be by his bedside, he keeps anything he needs there and some that he can't get to, he has Gary provide them before leaving. He just doesn't want me to help, everyday before leaving for work, I watch as he interacts with Belinda, so gentle and always wear a warm smile, a side of him that I have never notice, that he has never showed me. Today/" she sniffed /"Belinda called that she would be late. I went into his room to stay with him or more like talk to him because I was getting emotional, too emotional./"
Janet gently strokes her back to get her to keep talking /"I thought if we talk that maybe he will see the injustice in the way he has been treating me but he just don't care. I tried to ask what I did wrong but he didn't even answer, I got fed up and meanwhile I have been nursing the idea of leaving and it just overwhelmed me today, I suggested we separate for us to cool ourselves and decide whether we still want to keep the marriage. I thought that will get him to talk, or maybe ask me to stay but I packed my bags and left and he didn't try to stop me neither did he call me. I was already in a hotel when I called you/" she looked at Janet /"I'm sorry for not telling you girls sooner but is just that, when you talk of your own marriages, it's all filled with bliss and happiness but mine?/" She broke into tears again.
/"You shouldn't have kept this all to yourself Sasha. We are friends, we share each other's good times and bad times. When Patrick started misbehaving, I brought it to you girls and we sorted it out together, why did you have to keep yours to yourself?/" Janet asked to her.
Agnes rubbed Sasha's knees and looked at her /"if we had known it was like this, they are a lot of requests we wouldn't have made rather than put you in a difficult state, don't you think?/"
/"To hell with that Michael, and I thought he was handsome/" Agatha pouted /"he is just a fool for not knowing what he have, all for a mysterious girl. Why isn't he with her anyway?/"
/"Maybe she rejected him, who would accept a guy as heartless as him? Since he has the mind to treat our friend like this just because of her, I hope they both rot in hell/" Marilyn cursed.
/"Hey, it's okay. If I had known it was like this, I wouldn't have let you stay in that marriage for a year. My God, how were you able to survive? I mean I wouldn't/" Janet said and Sasha smiled to her.
/"I guess maybe it's because I love him?/" She smiled as her friends had their mouths wide open in shock.
/"Since when?/"
/"Well, Michael and I went to the same highschool. I have been in love with him since then but I didn't go after him because there was a rumor then that he is gay, a lot of girls not just me backed off then and mine wasn't even possible from the beginning since he was my senior. I just dream about him from afar while I try my best to greet him whenever I can which he always responds to warmly then, getting a lot of girls envious of me because he doesn't talk to any girl and hardly responds to greetings, except mine/" she chuckled lightly /"it had made me feel special then that I'm the only girl he acknowledges./"
/"If it was like that, then what went wrong when you eventually marry?/" Asked Agatha.
Sasha shook her head /"I don't know. I have thought about it and decided maybe it's because I'm not the one he wished to marry/" she shrugged.
/"But that's still bad of him, if he knew he doesn't want to marry you why did he agree in the first place?/" Asked Marilyn.
Agnes's nodded /"I have been thinking the same thing./"
Janet sighed /"well, to hell with him. He has already lose his chance of being with our Sasha. He should keep on loving his mysterious girl till he grows old and he would die a lonely man, rubbish./"
Sasha smiled, she was actually feeling a little better inside that she spoke to her friends about her predicament and they are helping her curse Michael, since she couldn't herself.
They spent the rest of the evening chatting about some fun stuff to liven Sasha up and they tried as much as possible to not mention their husbands and also Michael. They all went to Sasha's hotel room with her, Janet who was a bit better and sober than the rest drove the car. They got into her room and crashed in the bed without doing as much as changing their clothes.