#Chapter195
---Pieces of us
I cry rubbing my arms not knowing where I am right now. I don't even know what is going to happen to me.
Everything in my life was a lie, his love was a lie, my life is nothing but a lie and I can't even breathe anymore.
Every step I take suffocates me. I badly wanted to breathe but everything is taking all of my energy. I sat under a tree trying to warm myself with eyes darting around me for any light to guide or even a soul to help me.
Gradually piece by piece I am losing all of me. Actually no I am already lost and alone with no one to turn to, not even my grandma.
No definitely not her as I just don't want to give her a heart attack now.
I hear leaves twixt and I turn to find Matteo emerging from the other side of the woods. I shut my eyes immediately refusing to look at him. I thought I already set things with him and others yet he still followed me.
