#Chapter148
---Choice
Matteo's Pov
I have been doing a lot of thinking that causes me restless nights on whether I should do it or not.
In the end I made a choice and I just hope it is right because to me it seems right. Tonight I want to move on and start my life with my family. I know it's not with Adassah but I have to take ownership of what happened.
Four years I have been in pain but just now I want to be redeemed. I may not love Quinn anymore but she's carrying my heir.
People may call it a mistake, I do too deep within me but I'll never admit that to anyone because I don't want my child thinking she or he is a mistake. After all it wasn't his/her fault that he was to be born in this world.
It happens two months ago when I was still drunk over being heartbroken and almost on the brink of committing suicide when my dad came home and force me to mate Quinn.
