Maxine's Point of View
In the end, I'm standing in front of Alyn's room. I said to him that he should forget what I uttered but here I am in front of his room, thinking if I should ask him again to sleep together or just let it go. Ugh, dammit. I just said that because I don't want him to think that I still love him while he's still in love with his ex-girlfriend. I feel guilty, I ruined their relationship again. I wonder if Alyn hates me...
When Alyn asked me to sleep together I was glad but sad at the same time. What if he asked me that just to ride the flow of the moment? What if he didn't really mean that? What if he just wanted to confirm if I still have feelings for him or if I will agree.
I sighed. I was about to turn away when the door suddenly opened and Alyn appeared.
My eyes widened in surprise, "Oh, uhm..." I looked away.
