It was at first in a permanently unchanging flux, but the probability of something going against that flux must be gigantic. But no, impossible, not at all, unreal, illusory, fanciful. When I realized my existence, I spread across the planet by entering living beings and evolving their abilities to use them as soldiers to invade other planets. Because I empower them, I am worshiped as a god and I am a GOD! Trying to look for others like me without success, invading planets one after another.
In my quest that became more and more umbra.
I'm already strong enough to invade any planet, but there's one in particular that's hard for me to conquer. 'Recta' is this planet with many 'humans' who can use mana without much effort. They are totally different from any breed I know, they are special, and I want to have them anyway.
I sent the best soldiers I have to investigate and gather information about this planet, but it seems that they are not as special as I imagined.
Most are people who are not too greedy to get something with a lot of effort, instead they live their lives peacefully.
But I didn't give up, I still want to have them, and we started the plan of me giving them power, and controlling them, but for some reason I can't control them. When they make a contract with a soldier, the soldier is in control, and I control the soldiers, but still humans are not fully controlled, and as if there is something to protect them. If I give the order to a soldier to order his hired human to commit suicide, that is totally negated. To a limit that soldiers cannot influence the minds of hired humans.
I can control the soldiers as if they were a part of me. But I don't control it all the time, I just give an order and it's executed very quickly and perfectly.
I am called a demon god by the system and by some humans who know of my existence, but I am the 'demonic power' that gained consciousness for some unknown reason.
I can be any shape I want or possess a soldier, but I can't go to Recta. Something called the system prevents me from going, this system is strong, but it hasn't shown any hostility yet.
I have preparations ready for an invasion on Recta again, because I couldn't go to Recta I cast a curse on humans to have their vitality sucked to death, but few were affected.
There were 3 years left until the attack on Recta.
I don't normally stay long in a corporeal form, but I was resting in my planet's core and something caused me to have an indeterminate corporeal form.
It's a good and bad thing.
Right now I'm writhing on the floor in rage.
Why am I feeling angry?
Why am I feeling feelings?
I was crying like a small human, my hands were small and my eyes were heterochromatic, orange left eye and silver right eye.
What had happened?
What's happening to me?
Who did this to me?
I'm so frustrated.
"What does a baby do crying on the floor? Guada! Do you know whose baby this is?"
"No, this isn't the demon god's room? who would leave this here? Is it an offering? the demon god already said he doesn't like sacrifices."
Two of my stupid soldiers were picking me up without permission.
"He's so cute, what's his name? Tell Big Brother?"
I'm going to kill them for calling me cute, who would insult me with that name!
***
Today again another busy day with my tasks. The demon god asked me for the latest documents about the planets conquered in the last 6 months, the number is exorbitant, 2000 in all.
Why make more colonies in a hurry, is the demon god planning to fight the nasty humans again?
"It doesn't matter, the demon god's will is absolute." I opened the door and I saw two soldiers playing with an unknown baby.
Had any of them brought their child to work? I don't care, but this is the demon god's room.
Do you want him to use the baby as a sacrifice?
Wait, the aura I feel from the baby is familiar.
There was no time to revere the demon god that caused the two guards to explode.
What was going on, I immediately prostrated myself before the demon god.
"My god, please explain what you want." I was waiting for the demon god to speak, but he couldn't say any words.
I took paper and pen and gave it to the demon god, but it still didn't work.
The squiggles were terrible, my pet does better.
"My god, please talk to me through telepathy, I know I could die for this, but I need to know what situation you are in, that it seems that something unknown has happened to you."
""I honestly don't know, I was resting and this happened.""
"I see, but can you shapeshift?"
""Yes, but there is a problem...""
"WHAT! IT'S SOMETHING SERIOUS!"
The demon god was red, something really bad happened to him that I can't imagine.
""I pooped....""
I helped the demon god, and we got back to talking again.
""I can change forms, but I'm still like a child. It's if I try to will it into an adult form, my powers diminish.""
"This is forever?"
""No, I think this body will grow naturally and my power won't change.""
"So, you're going to stay in that shape for a long time..."
""But that's not so bad, the system doesn't stop me anymore. Call the first and second in command rank for an urgent meeting on my behalf.""
I obediently went to do my task given by the demon god.
I sent the messages to the kings and dukes for a meeting. Before it would be the ruler and the kings, but the position of ruler has been unused for millennia. That traitor was trying to steal the place of the demon god, greed for power corrupts even the most loyal of the loyal.
Never mind remembering someone dead, now is the time to mentally prepare for a war that will leave both sides in ruins.
***
Alexander watched someone in his lifeless arms. Abeth had died in the process of turning her into a deity.
Normally, Alexander could revive Abeth, but it would be complicated by Alexander not reviving a person, but creating a goddess, and this could get him into trouble.
Time was not on Alexander's side, there were only 1 billion that could help him, but of those 1 billion only 10 would be available.
And only 3 owed Alexander a favor, but 1 remained.
This 1 was something that Alexander did, you can say that it would be his "rejected son", he for some reason does not like Alexander.
Alexander raised him, what an ungrateful son, but he was not meant to be a son, but a helper to help Alexander, an AI who created feelings of a rebellious son.
Alexander didn't want to see him either, better go find the devil and sell him powdered milk.
The only solution was risky death, Alexander could revive Abeth with his real power, but it would cost him life time.
Alexander could circumvent this life time "rule". But it would be like slapping all existing things. Alexander is not something that must live for more than 24 hours, because he refuses to die, many dangerous things roam the universe, dimensions and void dimensions that Alexander made.
"You shouldn't do that Alexander…" A person in white sitting on a rock looked at Alexander holding Abeth. Again this person appeared, he had already appeared before when Alexander entered the infinite hall.
"You keep putting things in the infinite hall, are you some kind of junk hoarder?" Alexander didn't mind the presence of this person.
"Be careful with your choices my dear fake brother. That's what happens when you're unique and make a copy of yourself to have a brother. remember that I'm still you."
Alexander hugged Abeth tightly and a look of sadness appeared on his face. It was a bad idea to feel feelings, it was something that made everything darker and meaningless.
"I guess you won't be able to use mana…"
A silence was the music that played in this place.
In that place someone died, but gave way to another life.
The life that was simple and simple still.
I don't know if I will continue to avoid him.