Victoria
"Whatchu mean" Danni said looking at me I just grew 6 heads. "You're not serious right now Danni.. for real" I questioned with so much hurt burning in my chest. "Nah, you can't be serious. Why are we even talking about this for real cause you really don't want to get into it for real for real" Danni replied walking off.
"No let's do it. Cause you stay saying that shit lately like you know something I don't so just say what you want to say Danielle" I leaned back again the bureau folding my arms just waiting for her to speak up. "When you left the house before we left for the plane.. where did you go" she sat down on the edge of the bed with her hands clasped together, waiting for me now to answer. I paused for a moment an knew exactly what she was referring to. "Yes I went to Eva's if that's what you're really asking" I quickly replied. She looked at me with this cold smirk "I'm glad you told the truth. Were you gonna tell me though" I dropped my arms down beside me resting my hands on the bureau.
"I don't know... why does that even matter" an as soon as it left my mouth I knew I fucked up. Danni hopped up but quickly turned away from me an wiped down her face. "Aye Vicki.. stop playin with me for real... the fuck you mean what does it matter? It matter that my Wife went to go see the woman she slept with LITERALLY Right before we leave for Our honeymoon! It fuckin matters" Danni ended as she turned back to face me with tears in her eyes. We locked eyes and she shook her head. She walked out the room and slammed the door behind herself.
I dropped to my knees holding my chest it felt like I couldn't breathe at all. All I could was cry. Why didn't I just tell her? Why didn't she just tell me? I stood up and went to the mirror to collect myself. I leaned on the sink and continued to breathe just letting the tears flow.
Danni
I had to walk out that damn room. How the fuck she- I gotta calm down. I took a breath an stepped out onto the big balcony to get some air. I can't even look at her without feeling like she's ripping me in half. How am I suppose to have a conversation like that? I pulled a blunt out of my pocket an lit it. "Fuck" I whispered under my breathe as I exhaled. I rested my chin on my hands, just fighting back the tears so much so I just had to scream. I took another few pulls and put it out as I walked back in the villa feeling calmer. I decided to give her space and stayed downstairs on the couch. I turned on the speakers and put on music. I heard the bedroom door open and Vicki walked out an stood directly in front of me with a sad expression. "I'm sorry.. and I mean it.. but don't you ever again in your life get buck with me. Cause I promise you if you ever decide to hit me it'll be the last one you'll ever make" she looked me dead square in the eyes. "You right. I was wrong..." I stood right in front of her an looked her dead in hers "but.." my eyes fell cold and I spoke sternly. "Don't play me for a fool Victoria.. cause we both know I am not" an I brushed past her heading back up the stairs. I went into the guest bedroom, closed and locked door. "How dare she" I shock my head in complete disbelief cause how in the actual fuck did we get here.
I heard her foot steps coming up the stairs as she called out my name "Danni we have to talk... I'm not tryna be in this space for another second like this" I opened the door then sat back down on the bed. She came inside an sat in the chair across the room. I finally spoke up "so talk" she looked at me like I grew another head.
"You know... you've got some nerve.. you walking around here like I have absolutely no right to be hurt or upset. Like you weren't cheating on me for Years! At that" she let out with tears running from her eyes "You brought this shit to us Danielle! You Did! I was just to stupid and blind to-" I interrupted her cause I was tired. "I didn't fuck your best friend though" and she gave me a look that could kill.
"Yea but you fucked your exes though. Not one but two so cut the best friend shit you mean I fucked your ex and I'm sure you know it was good too" I stood up to say what I had to say next. "Yea..." I smirked and licked my lips sprucing them before speaking again. "You was quick to give it up too.. so who else should I be worried about? Huh" Vicki got up an slapped me so fast I didn't even see her coming.
"You will Not sit here an belittle my pain for your own. I was unfaithful One time. You have been unfaithful to me this entire time" she screamed in my face. I slightly laughed as I really thought my response through before speaking.
"You know it's funny you say unfaithful when look around you. Look at where we've been for half of a month. Look at how we live. Look at who I chose over all else" I chuckled again an took a deep breath before continuing. "As abundant as my love has been" I step closer to her and lifted her chin to look at me. "My emptiness can be just As abundant if you abandon-" she snatched her face away.
"Abandon? You can't be serious! My every giving moment is for you! I wait for you. I watch for you. I exist For you" she walked away from me an began pacing as she continued. "For you to accuse me of abandoning ANY FUCKIN THING is fuckin laughable! You haven't lived a day in love with me but I spent every waking breath loving you Danni... an every night I spent praying I'd get the next day to do it all over again. But you..." Vicki wipes away her tears and snivels as she stopped pacing an faced me. "You don't understand the love I have for you.. an That's why it's easy for you to treat me the way you do" Vicki walked off as I stood there in speechless... Cause deep down I knew she was right.
I walk behind her.. "you know ..I just don't understand when you got here? I used to see perfection when I looked at you.. not boasting nor straying... Perfectly designed to be Exactly who you are for me. Not falling short.. not over achieving.. just Absolutely Beautiful.. an now... now all I see is pain. Pain I've caused.. Pain reciprocated.. Pain" I tilted my head back an the tears started rolling down my face. "I th... I really thought I was doing right by you. I really thought this was the best way to never loose you.. I never even imagined you wouldn't see the love I've Always had for you. Only you" I dropped to my knees in front of Vicki breaking down crying onto her stomach. "Baby I'm so sorry"".. I-" she hesitantly wrapped her arms behind my head rubbing my back to soothe me. She eventually dropped to her knees to and I saw her tears. I held her to my chest as we sat there crying.
How can feel so selfish an still feel the rage of her cheating too? I have figured out a way to fix this for us... I have too.