"How long y'all been fuckin Vicki" I leaned forward resting my elbows on my thighs so I could really hear her answer. I could see the tears forming so I spoke softer. "I just wanna know the truth.. I'm not mad.. I can't be for real for real! But I am hurt.. so I just... I need to know" I relaxed back trying to make her feel safer a comfortable to tell me her truth. "Danni... it only happened one time.. one time while we were both drunk. Was it just Alia, Eva an me" the chill eased as I realized I can't really be mad, cause I'm not mad I'm hurt. "Yes.. well at first it was just Alia and you.. then Eva came along an... I honestly couldn't help myself" I felt myself began to tear up as I watched Vicki's face change. " What do you mean you couldn't help yourself? What the fuck does that even mean Danni" I gave a her a sharp look then glanced in the drivers direction as I lifted the divider. "Keep ya voice down please Vicki.. I know you're hurt and I definitely can't deny I fucked up.. but neither one of us can act innocent here.. let's remember that" I took a deep breath "I don't know how to explain my connection to Eva.. It's just there ya know. Like I hadn't seen or spoken to that woman in years but that day I saw-" Vicki cut me off.
"When you saw her in my office that day.. I could tell there was so much more there.. how could I have been so blind.. so naïve" Vicki dropped her head into her hands a cried. I came closer to her to hug her and she pushed me away. "Nah I don't want that Danni.. I can't even look at you! How long you been with Alia? Since before me right" I sat back in the seat and took a deep sigh then nodded my head yes. We were pulling into our driveway a she couldn't wait to get out of the truck. "Vicki wait.. I'm-" I thanked the driver tipped her and closed the door rushing behind Victoria into the house. "Vicki" I called out to see where she'd run off too when I noticed her out by the pool. She was staring out at the stars, when I came around to look her in the eyes I saw nothing but tears flowing down her face. I rested her head on my chest fight back tears myself. "I'm so sorry Victoria... I apologize for every ounce of hurt I've poured into this space.. I-.. I-" I had no words left as I broke down and she wrapped her arms around me tighter.
She's to good to me... even in this moment she's showing me.. Me love and support. I never deserved this woman. She Never deserved for me to be anything less then the woman I pretended to show her. I fucked this up.. I fucked us up.