I have been so excited about tomorrow since my meeting with Victoria and Eva, that shit with Danni was aggravating but it's cool... an very expected. "Uhh" I sighed and rolled my eyes as I laid back on my bed wishing the day would speed up. Asiah was at her friend's house until 5 and I had already cleaned everywhere in the house and even reorganized both of my closets. Well at least it was almost time to get Asiah and I won't be bored once she's back. I laughed at myself for not being able to enjoy the peace and quiet. I reached for my phone cause I heard it dinging, it was my bestie "hope you're ready for tomorrow gorgeous and congrats again" I smiled as I replied back "yes I am bestie and thank you" I set an alarm for 5 so I could get Asiah then sat my phone back down. I lay there with my eyes closed trying to clear my mind so I could rest a bit.
I woke to the sound of my phone ringing; I checked before answering and it was none other than Danni. "What's up now-" I started but Danni interrupted me "before you even give me attitude... I wanted to apologize for the way I acted last we saw each other. I was just irritated with myself because I was only supposed to come over and talk with you. But as soon as I saw you I had trouble have you" I sat on there while she continued to talk "even after I convinced myself that doing right by Victoria is what I want... it took less than 3 seconds of seeing you to make me forget all about that... anyway … I shouldn't have taken that frustration out on you... I am sorry and I appreciate you not saying anything" Danni sighed and started to say her goodbyes. "Wait Danni... look I get it okay... I feel the same way about you, but we can't keep going on like this. You have to choose, and you already did so I understand, and I don't hold you to anything but Asiah. Okay" I asked waiting for her to say something. "Aight Lia... thank you for understanding" she hung up and I checked the time. It was almost five, so I wasn't ahead and got dressed to go grab my baby.
"Mommy! Mommy guess what" Asiah screamed from the backseat. I checked the rear-view mirror "Asiah calm down... let's use our indoor voices... what is it sweetie" I said smiling at her through the mirror. "Mommy Erica gave me some really pretty stickers! Can I put them on my box mommy? Pleeeease" she asked with her little puppy dog eyes. "Haha sure sweetie as long as you don't make a huge mess" I put the car in park "did you eat at Mrs. Sanders house baby" Asiah nodded yes and hurried out the car "yes ma'am" she answered as she closed the car door. "Okay well mommy is gonna go take a bath can you play in your room quietly until I'm done" I asked unlocking the front door and waking in. "Yes, momma I'm a big girl! " Asiah smiled at me so big. "Yes, you are mommy's biig big girl" I said as I kissed her cheek. "If you need anything or want anything from the kitchen, ask me first okay" she nodded and headed to her room.
I had just gotten myself comfortable in my bath when I heard my phone buzz. It was Eva calling "hey what's up" I answered softly. "Hey just checking in to make sure you are all situated for tomorrow. It's 3 full shoots so I just wanted to make sure you have everything you need" I smiled before answering. "Yes, I'm all good and more than ready to do them" I sat up a little and the water splashed around a bit. "Oh, I'm sorry love I didn't know you were in the tub. Let me let you get back to relaxing... enjoy your bath beautiful" I cleared my throat "if you were going to be an interruption I wouldn't have answered" I giggled "you're fine... I promise" I rubbed the bubbles across my body. "Well in that case… kind of sad I'm not there to join you" I heard Eva chuckle a little so I smirked "well you could be if you really wanted too... you know the address" I laid my head back and waited for a response. "With the way you look and feel I know with water I. The mix there's no way we'd be ready for tomorrow... or even done for that matter... but I digress" we sat silent for a moment.
"Well, uhh… have a good evening and a goodnight love I just called to make sure you were good" Eva said breaking the silence. "… it'd be even better if you were on your way anyway... but yes... see you tomorrow 7am sharp" I blew her a kiss and hung up. I finished up in my bath and got out to see what I could quickly eat since Asiah already had dinner. I peeked in on her and found her cuddled up with her bears while some Disney movie watched her sleep. I smiled at my beautiful daughter then went to pick her up and put her in bed. She hinged my neck as I carried her over to her bed and laid her down. I kissed my sweet baby girls' cheek and whispered "goodnight". She smiled as I laid one of her bears in her arms and she drifted right back off to sleep. I went back to my bedroom hoping like hell I'd get a knock at the door from Eva... "hhhh" I sighed. Knowing that that just wasn't going to happen, especially because we definitely needed our rest. Something we wouldn't get if she was here. Any way though let me take my ass to bed. Hopefully my dreams will deliver her in all the ways life couldn't tonight.