when I took the last drop of that medicine, I don't know how I became unconscious, it was like I was flooring in the cosmos, could see millions of stars, soon out of nowhere there a flying eye show up, it was floating in a vacuum, it was bigger than sun and it was super scary, I couldn't move my leg and I could not even speak.
I heard the voice of a woman, I don't know how but I know she was a goddess, who shinobi talking about, soon she transform into a human goddess, everything turn into heaven, it was so peaceful, my heart was filled with joy and happiness, which I couldn't speak into word, I don't want to go anywhere else.
goddess;- you like this place so much it everyone desire to come here, you are lucky because of her.
me;- you are so beautiful but don't feel any sexual desire for you, tell me goddess does, everyone becomes so pure in heaven.
goddess;- heaven is a place for that soul, they achieve moksha, they become one with god, their whole existence erases and they become one with god, you will be surprised to know soul and god can have sex here and fulfil their desire here with an angel. some idiot god-like to eat animals too, so god can be worst than humans and humans can be greater than god, their actions decide what they are, humans and god are the e same, it a piece of divine knowledge, everyone has the freedom to do what they want and according to that, they have to pay.
me;- your word has put a real effect on me, tell me why I am here and tell me why shinobi's smile hides pain and loneliness, she has so much faith in you, why she seems like she suffered a lot.
goddess;- that is why I call you here, I gifted her power, so she can heal any bone, but in exchange, her life will end in 7 years, at the age of 30 she will come to me, but she is not ready yet, so you should free here from her power, if she looses her power then she will regain her life and her life span is 82 year, it your wish, do you want to save her or not.
me;- I don't care if she dies any way she will going die when my soldiers destroy that land and take me to that gloomy life?
goddess:- I think you are looking for someone, who can fulfil you, am I correct or not?
me:- yes you are right, no matter where I am I always know I was looking for someone, I forget about it when I meet shinobi.
goddess:- if you are looking for an end goal then it was her, you both are destined to meet, On my watch, nothing will going to happen to her and that land, when the right time arrives I will give you knowledge and direction
after that, I open my eyes, and I found myself, in the chair where I was before, she was in front of me looking at me, with curiosity.
shinobi:- I didn't expect you to meet with a goddess, in my entire life only one person meet with Goddess.
me:- I am sorry to disappoint you but I didn't meet anyone.
I don't want to high her hope, it was meaningless to take help from someone like me, ever since I know I was her destiny I am gotten attached to her more and more.
shinobi:- still cold as ever.
me:- tell me where I have to sleep.
I wish she said, "oh I don't have an extra bed you can sleep in my bed with me" then my life will be fulfilled.
shinobi:- ohh I don't have you can sleep in my patient's bedroom.
I thought my dream going to come true.
she takes me to her patient's room, I think I never going to get that heavenly aroma of her room.
shinobi:- I am a doctor, isn't it obvious, I have extra room.
when I open that room I saw an old man who was coughing.
me:- no I am not going to sleep with the old man and a room filled with the smell of medicine.
she just kicks me into the room and locks that room from the outside.
old man:- you are a young man nothing will going to happen to you, I know my life is going to end soon, and I am glad that I am not going to spend my life alone here.
me:- I didn't mean, to hurt your feeling, I said those words just because I want to sleep in her room.
I forget she was outside and listening to everything.
shinobi:- pervert don't you dare come close to me, and I am going.
me:- no don't get angry, it's a bad day.
old man:- she is a good girl, she always takes care of others, even after knowing that many people hate her.
me:- I don't know I hate her.
old man:- because of her power she was seen as a cursed child or holy child, it depends on the person to person, she can heal any bone but not infection, that's why I think I am going to die soon, she takes care me well, she take care like my mother if tho I don't remember my mother now.
me:- well I can't argue with that.
I fall a night of asleep but when I woke up, the old man was gone, it give me a chill knowing that she would have to meet the same fate as him.
she opened the door, she have dead eyes and like she was dead from the inside, she put some cotton ball in his nose.
me:- why are you putting these balls?
shinobi:- the body takes oxygen, if I don't do it, then the body will burst, and soon his family member will take him.
me:- don't you feel scared, watching people die, it reminds me that I am going to die one day.
shinobi:- it doesn't even matter one day I die too, and nobody can change it, I wonder if when I die, nobody will be here, and people might treat my body as a cursed body, I don't know what they would do.
I don't what to high her hope, the old man's family come and take him, I never care about others when I kill them, but now I am scared for her, when did I get those emotions?
shinobi:- I am going to the temple, stay here and eat your food.
I can't do that I never want to leave your side.
me:- no mam I want to go with you.
shinobi:- you are changed somehow yesterday you were cold and now you seem childish.
me:- so can I go, please?
I go with her, and when I enter the temple I feel some peace like I feel when I meet a goddess, when I go inside, she was the temple of that goddess who I meet yesterday, but she was so much more beautiful than the statue.
me:- why have we come so far for this temple?
shinobi:- don't ask any more questions, the simple answer is not so many people know me here.
me:- tell me what are you wishing for.
shinobi:- I can not tell you that.
suddenly time stopped, and the monument start to speak.
goddess:- what do you think, do you want to save her?
me:- I don't know if I can ever protect anyone, tell me how, in the game of god how can mortal like me can win
goddess:- your king's crown holds a magical diamond you have to acquire it before she dies, and I will meet you when you complete your task.
this time I wouldn't be abundant anymore if I could just protect her then I will believe that my life had some meaning.
shinobi:- where did you get lost?
me:- nothing, I am just wondering, I want to get married at the age of 30 will you be my wife?
shinobi:- why I would marry someone like you, sorry but you are not my type.
I know she doesn't want to break my heart, but I think she might have the desire to get married and wear that usual wedding dress.
me:- don't say that, I will try my best to become your type, one day I will make you marry me.