Things have been going good lately, I think mom has gotten over the accident but she tries to hide that she still feels devastated. When mom first told us she was pregnant I was excited and happy but, when we heard she had gotten into a car accident I could've cared less about the unborn baby. But some part of me wishes that I could've seen the baby. But aside from that everything has been okay in the house, I was still trying to figure out how I could stop thinking about Liam and Kuals. I like Liam, I have literally been crushing in him for years! But we couldn't date, Liam was basically family to me. Our parents grew up together so we always saw eachother occasionally growing up.
Also coming out to mom and dad is very nervracking. Liam was openly bisexual, everyone knew but no one knew mines except my friends and sister. I hated keeping secrets from mom and dad but it takes a lot of courage to face your parents and tell them that you like men.
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"Mom please can I go to his house!" I begged mom for the hundredth time, and she still said no. Asking to go to my uncle's house wasn't so bad. "Why can't i go?" I asked, She looked at me and smiled, "first your cousin is coming over today and is staying for the week second your uncle is not in town." She said, "Which cousin?" I asked knowing I didn't like any kid on my dads side of the family. I only like one of my cousins that were from my dads side of the family and that was Jun. He was the only decent person out of all the kids my dad's siblings had, and we actually have a lot of stuff in common, we also don't like half of the people in our family's.
"Jun is coming over, his going to be staying with us for the week." She said, "really?!" I asked excitedly, she smiled and nodded my head. Looks like summer break is starting of a good note.
"So how is summer tutoring sessions going?" I asked Evelyn over the phone. She slumped in her bed and sighed shaking her head. "Mom is really punishing me hard!" She complained, "I'm supposed to be outside, not stuck in this crappy room!" She exclaimed, "Well if you show progress you won't be in your crappy room anymore." I teased her. "Easy for you to say perfect student." She said sarcastically.
As I continued to talk to her Liam suddenly texted me "call me I need to talk to you." I looked at it for a second and decided to end the call with Evelyn. "Iet me call you in a few seconds." I told her as I ended the call.
I quickly dialed Liam's number, curious about what he needed to talk about. The phone rang a few times before he picked up.
"Hey, what's up?" I asked, trying to sound casual but secretly anxious to know the reason for his call.
I quickly dialed Liam's number, curious about what he needed to talk about. The phone rang a few times before he picked up.
"Hey, what's up?" I asked, trying to sound casual but secretly anxious to know the reason for his call.
"Missing you." He said his voice sounding smirky, I sighed in disbelief. "Is this what you wanted me to call you for?" I asked, "What don't you miss me?" Hear we go again. Just when I start forgetting about him he comes back crawling into my heart. Also what kind of stupid question is that, I of course miss there's never a day I don't miss him.
"No I don't" I lied, he gasped Sarcastically like he new the real answer. "I'm hurt." He said, "Seriously Liam why did you call, aren't you supposed to be hanging out with your family," "they're boring, I miss you and I want to talk to you." He replied. My heart skipped a beat at the words but I tried so hard to fight the feeling. I stayed quiet for a moment, "If you're feeling bored with your family go hang out with your good friend Kuals." "Forget about Kuals, how about I come over to your house," he suggested. "Nope, you can't" I told him, "okay then I'll be there in 15" he said hanging up the call regardless telling him not to come.
I quickly sent a message to Evelyn, explaining that something came up and I had to go. She understood, and we promised to catch up later. Then, I tried to prepare myself for Liam's impending visit. Fifteen minutes was not a lot of time to get my thoughts in order.
True to his word, Liam arrived at my room door, his signature playful grin on his face. He had always been the charismatic one, effortlessly drawing people in.
"Your mom let me in" he greeted me with a warm hug, and I couldn't help but reciprocate. The closeness made my heart race, but I had to maintain composure.
As we pulled away from the hug He smiled at me and entered my room. "Let yourself in I guess." I said. I locked my door turning around to see him sitting on my bed already. "Why are you even here, I said go to Kuals not me," I said trying to hide my excitement that his here in my room. "I don't want Kuals, I want you." He smiled as he got up from the bed and stood in front of me. I could feel my face starting to turn red and trying to hide was hard. "I'm sure he needs you more than I need you." I said as I walked away from him and into my closet. "So are you saying you don't need me?" He asked following behind, i stayed quiet. I grabbed my sweatpants and turned to look at him. "It's not that Liam, you know I do I just can't. You know what I mean." He suddenly grabbed onto my waist and pulled me in. "You can just have me in secret," he whispered in my ears, "no one has to know." He said as he went down to my neck and started kissing it.
Liam's words and actions were overwhelming, and I couldn't deny the intense attraction between us. His lips on my neck sent shivers down my spine, and I struggled to resist.
"No Liam stop, I don't want this." I said softly as I slightly pushed him away from my neck. "If I had to be with you I don't want it to be in secret, I don't want to sneak around and do stuff with you. I want people to know about me, I don't want to hide forever," "I also don't want to hide my relationships, so please understand why I'm trying so hard not to give into you. If I have to be with you I want everyone to know that." A stupid smile flashed on his face and he even held me tighter. He brushed my hair and pulled me in for a tight hug, maybe if I didn't push Liam away like I always did we wouldn't be like this right now. "I understand my little sugar bun, I'll wait for you as long as you want." He said. "Don't call me that!" I said slightly hitting him.
A few minutes later after figuring out our situation I got ready before Jun got here. "Don't act dumb, my cousin is coming over I don't want him to jump into conclusions." I told he as I fixed my hoodie. "Sure, whatever you say." He replied with that same stupid smile.
Suddenly there was a lot of talking downstairs. "I'm gonna go now, I don't trust you so come along." I unlocked the door and opened the door for him. He got up from the bed smiling and pinched my cheek as he walked past me. "Has anyone ever told you how cute you are." He said, "shut up!" I replied looking back at him.
As we walked downstairs we found Jun and Chloé hugging. "Jun welcome!" I said also going in for a hug. "Lucas, it's been so long!" He rejoiced hugging me very tightly. He was a big fan of hugs. "I know right, I've missed you much!" I replied. "Who's this?" He asked as he released me from the hug, I turned to look at Liam who was talking with Nari. "Oh that's my friend," I told him, "His really hot." He said, I looked back at him and slightly smiled. "Oh, he has a girlfriend." I lied, "It's fine, I can still get his number." He smiled at me at he walked towards Nari and Liam.
I don't know why I felt irritated by the sight. Why was Jun so egured to get Liam's number his not even that hot. Well he is but why should other people find him hot Especially my cousin out of all people.
To be continued