FLASHBACK
Madison~
A few months has passed since the incident, six months to be exact, and I found myself being pregnant once again.
I've known for about a week and haven't told Christian yet, simply because I don't know how to, I have no idea how he'd react.
For me I don't know if I'm happy about this new life inside of me, it's too soon for me to deal with and I haven't been able to move on from her yet.
I'm not done mourning.
And he hasn't been home alot of the time, he only comes home late at night, but today surprisingly he's here.
So whenever he is home, I constantly feel like I'm walking on egg shells around him. He has this sudden outbursts and rage in his eyes whenever he looks at me, silently hating me, and I get it, I hate me too.
I sat at the dining table with my cup of tea, stared into nothingness.
I heard his footsteps come in the dining room. He looked at me but I don't acknowledge him.
