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Chapter 3 - Chapter three: Stealing glances

~~~~~~~ Fernando POV~~~~~~

Mrs Chloe was teaching but I wasn't listening at all.. I wasn't even paying any attention.... I kept stealing glances at Alberto.. Gosh, he's so beautiful.. his pink lips got pinker today and they look very kissable.. I gulped at nothing as I stared at them.. I know what you're thinking and yes I'm gay... But Alberto doesn't know that and I can't bring myself to tell him... Alberto hates gays and I had to lie to him that I'm straight so that our friendship could last longer.. I even went as far as fucking some hoes or making out with one in front of Alberto so as to backup my lie.. I felt disgusted doing all those things but it was worth it.. The only reason I could pull through was that I kept imagining those girls as Alberto...  I know I did a bad thing by lying to him but I couldn't help... Now I believe that saying 'Love makes you do crazy stuffs' I chuckled silently as Alberto turned to stare at me with arched eyebrow.. I stared back at him, looking into his beautiful eyes and then he smiled at me.. Somebody get me a doctor! I think my heart is about to explode!! .. "Fernando!.... Fernando!!!!" I jolted out of my thoughts and quickly faced Mrs Chloe,who was staring back at me whilst frowning "Were you even listening at all??!!!" I gulped at nothing "y..yes ma'am, I was li.. listening" I stammered. Of course that was a big lie! I wasn't even paying attention.. Mrs Chloe suddenly smirked "ok then, if you were really listening, you wouldn't mind telling the class what onomatopoeia is" I gulped as I stood up "umm.. I think onomatopoeia is the forming of a word by imitating the sound the word is referring to.. for example, 'Bang!', meaning 'a loud, explosive sound' " I answered and sat down "you got lucky this time" Mrs Chloe said and continued with her teaching.. wow I really got the answer!.. I smiled and turned to Alberto "nice buddy" he gave me a thumbs up and smiled at me.. Gosh! That breathtaking smile of his .. My heart skipped a beat as I managed to smile back... Soon, the school bell rang loudly; indicating that it was lunch Time. Everyone started leaving the classroom one by one.. I picked up my book and stood up, walking towards Alberto "yo AL, let's go have lunch.. I'm buying" he chuckled "yeah sure" he stood up as we walked out the classroom and headed to the cafeteria....