JESSICA’S POV
I spent every single day in the past three weeks or so rolling in bed and watching movies despite my mother’s countless attempts at getting me out of the house. And more so, I've spent every single day for the past three weeks or so drowning in guilt for being one of the reasons someone constantly wanted to end their life and being one of the main reasons they spent weeks in the hospital.
My mother went to see rose while she was staying at the hospital and tried to get me to go there, but I just can’t face her now. Whatever evil has been happening in her life I am the biggest person to blame. Probably the only one who is to be blamed. I couldn’t help but think that if I had done things differently that day. I would’ve spared a lot of people a lot of trouble.
