First thing I do in the mornings well, I get dress then I eat then when it's time for my lessons with mother i storm into her room, leaving the door open and i scream "mother what did you say to Mary?"
"darling what do you mean? Who is Mary and we could've possibly done to her" Mom says in a questioning voice "my personal maid she's an earl you threaten to kill her" I said in accusing tone trying to get the the message through so that she remembers who I'm talking about
"Darling, you do not have a personal maid oh do you mean your stress toy it's name is Mary strange name? And yes, I did threaten to kill it for I had my personal servant here. His name is Jacob. He's sitting in the corner over there look inside her mind, and I found out that she has not been used yet." Mother says she finally figured out who I was talking about.
"Mom have you ever considered maybe I don't want to 'use' her she shouldn't have to be killed because I chose not to use her she is my maid not some stress toy humans are not toys" I say, trying to put the message to her brain trying to get her to understand my point of view and her to get her to stop
Unfortunately, it backfires, because my mother's face got very, very very angry. It was all stiff like I just said something unthinkable. Like I was making no sense.
Then she looked at me, and she said in the scariest tone I've ever heard anyone speak ever "darling I love you. I love this idea you have in your mind and I love how you think everybody deserves happiness or that people other than you and me exist in this world unfortunately, I have the pop that little bubble of yours before you get hurt" that's where I started that's where the craziness began. That's was the last thing I could understand before I was brainwashed by this woman. My last understanding word where I could even remembered my old world.