What do you mean ?I guess you could say i like to see the world in black and white, Right and wrong, just and unjust, Everything clear.cut.This place..,flasky as it is, it's all shades of grey.Like....smoke, it's easy to lose yourself in it.I didn't want to live like that,Seems like you are thinking of someone when you say that.I have family here, but we don't really see eye to eye on a lot of things,Are you going to see them while you are here? Hell no! that's about the last thing i need,Vera let's out a deep sigh, then shakes her head.But hey,we are here to have a good time, right ? And i have a gift for you... vera rummages in her bag and pulls out a colorful string of beads, offering them to you!A Mardi-Gras beads ooh shiny. Happy birthday Alexy,see anyone down there you would like to toss these to ?I lean over the balcony surveying the milling crowd below,i will toss them to you hunky guy.i point to a shirtless guy dancing under a nearby street lamp. Ooowww !!! Damn you could grate cheese on those arbs, solid choice, You mean near impossible choice is everyone in this town really ridiculously good looking ? I wave to get the guys attention,then toss the beads down, Grinning, the man jumps up, catching the beads around his neck, Thanks,hot stuff!! Anytime,as i look over the festive scene below,i catch a glimpse of a tall,bulky man working his way through the crowd 'scuse me, sorry....His features suddenly flicks becoming monstrous inhuman.If i could just squeeze past you...? Thanks,I recoil from the railing mouth dry,my heart hammering in my chest. It's just like that woman in the street.... what's wrong with me ? Alexy!Alexy!