I have been so restless since this afternoon event, how did I get to this place?, I should have stood my ground and not let my past get in the way. where do I go from here, sis locked me out after an-na left, and chased hye sun away, have been begging her for the past 3 hours but she insisted that I kneel down outside the door in the compound and reflect on my self. Truthfully it's works, hye sun betrayed me, insulted me and neglected me but because I always like her and it's really difficult for me to differentiate between loves and likes since I was a novice.
it's already 6pm and my sis refuse to let me in, oh God!
sis, I promise I have reflect on my self, I realized my mistakes, I know now who I love and who I don't, please forgive me. I shouted to my sis, fortunately she came and open the door and I was so happy but my legs were numb like there is no life in them, I tried standing up but I fell.
sis, am sorry, I said with tears in my eyes. she looked at me and helped me up and took me inside, she put me on the couch and went into the kitchen, she came back some minutes later and handover some pain relieve and water to me , after using it she took them back. she came back and sat on a couch opposite me looking at the TV without saying a word to me.
Ian POV
I need to call Ethan before they start working on that place. oh God! what should I do. I searched for Ethan number on my phone and dialled his number but he is not picking up, tried numerous times but no response.
God, hope it's not what am thinking..
I started sweating, and feeling heat. the AC is on but it's was inner heat. then my subconscious popped up.
subconscious: why not call Mike over to help you out.
Ian: and why will I call a traitor?
subconscious: you know it's wasn't his intention to hurt you.
Ian: but he did hurt me.
subconscious: he as been apologizing and kept on coming over to your work place despite asking your staff to embarrassed him.
Ian: so, what if I embarrassed him, he slept with my girlfriend.
subconscious: the girl you don't love
(it's scream in my head). you don't love mia, you knew mike love her but mia love you and you did it because he spoilt your toy.
Ian: that toy was given to me by my mom.
subconscious: mike never knew his mom, you are the only family he has. you refused to tell him the truth and betray him of the fact that you are only getting back at him for what he did when he was young. guy, you are the betrayer and traitor here.you betrayed mike, you hurt him, and take away something he love for many years.
Ian: he also took away the only thing that reminds me of my mom.
subconscious: Really! you think so?
Ian: yes
subconscious: man, you have Annabelle which is the replica of your mother, you have her scarf, you have her hair pin but Mike has no one, nobody to even remind him or describe what his mom look like.you are selfish, wicked and a betrayer. Mike will give you solution to your problem.
it's vanished
I slumped to the floor and wept bitterly, have I really hurt mike, am I really a betrayer..
hye sun POV
I know I have wrong Lee and with aunt eunji around, I won't be able to lure him to myself or ask for his forgiveness.
Lee is the only person who love me for me but I betrayed him.
anyways he is a soft hearted guy and he will forgive me.
if I don't have him then no one will.