Pavani (pov):
I was reading "Madhuri katha" in my webnovel account as it was suggested when I searched for some historical romace. The story of Madhuri is heart-wrentching. She is a poor women although having everyone around she remained alone. some times I feel like only a pure heart gets tainted.
What was the mistake of madhuri?
Is loving that hot bastard who is her husband Abhimanyu is her mistake ?
She didn't choose her life, then why the hell she should suffer?
Even at the end of the story when she commits suicide she remains herself that:
***************************************** ~ Madhuri (pov) ~ *******************************************
"Abhimanyu garu, I know I was a fool. I thought marrying you will change my fate, but no. You just treated me as your bed-warmer. I never asked you anything. Even though you used to see me only at night and turn your head in the morning,
I used to feel that after you come to know how much I love you, you will come back to me. and love me so freaking much that nothing will matters to me until you are beside me. I waited, waited but you said you found your true love in not me but in princess indumathi."
What was my mistake, when you said that I am not allowed to eat oily food, I said "Okay".
When you said i have to keep silent even after hearing taunts from your mother, I said "Okay".
I sacrificed my self respect for you.
I lost my dignity.
At last my fate made me to come to the conclusion that "I lost myself". So now I can't live.
For whom should I live?
I just pray to god that "please at least in my next life, give me strength to fight my demons. Please make me strong, so that I can stand up for myself. Please give me intelligence to differ right from wrong"
After praying to her favourite kannaya (Lord krishna god), She drank that bitter poison.
************************************** ~ Pavani (pov) ~ ********************************
Tear drops started rolling down my eyes. What is wrong with the author of the novel "Madhuri katha". In description the author said that abhimanyu is the prime minister who serves for the vijayanagara empire "to be stupid".
Abhimanyu is a great scholar that he is very good at sword fighting and giving advices to the king, but he is not intelligent enough to know that his wife loves him so much, that she changed herself completely for him. But this stupid, idiot, monkey, pig face prime minister didn't notice his wife loyalty. He used her on bed and loved princess of the kingdom.
I should beat myself for reading a story like this. This novel is in the romance stream but all their in this novel is domestic abuse, mental abuse, physical abuse.
If that idiot didn't like madhuri then after coming back from this work trip-" why did he dragged her into washroom(small pond inside the washroom, as they are living in historical era)
and pulled her strings of her blouse and asked her to bend and ......"
Why would he do that?
While I was beating my self with all these thoughts, I slowly dreamt of me being
********************************************** ~ Pavani (pov) ~ ***************************************
Wait a minute, why is it so hot here. And who is shaking me. God I don't even have the liberty to sleep properly.
******************************************* ~ Stranger voice ~ **************************************
"Madh...... Mad.....huri kodalu garu...(kodalu garu- daughter-in-law, where 'garu' is used as a respect) wake up. what happened to you? should I call family doctor? you are scaring me. please get up"
The girl speaking started crying sensing that something is wrong with her mistress.
In between her weeps she noticed that her madam eyes slowly opened
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NOTE FROM THE AUTHOR:
Hello people,
This is my first story. I don't want to rush into the story. I want to potray the characters as sensible as possible. So, mark this story in your favourites and wait for the next chapter.
Okay, pavani said that she read something regarding the blouse strings pulling. Any idea what happened next ??????
(ALL THE CHARACTERISTICS, NAMES, PLACES, DRESS TYPES, LANGUAGE, CULTURE, TRADITION USED AND WILL BE USING IN THIS NOVEL IS TOTALLY BASED UPON MY IMAGINATION. SO PLEASE DON'T FEEL OFFENDED. ANY KIND OF UNETHICAL PRACTICES ARE NOT ENCOURAGED )