I felt like laughing after hearing his words.
Is this guy serious? After doing all of these, is he serious now?!
I don't believe it! And I don't want to!
Yet why was this broken heart of mine beating so loudly? Why?
Is my body completely being trained by him and had really become his slave... his sex slave.
But before I could arrange my thoughts perfectly, I heard myself saying in a soft, tired voice, "If today I had caused a scene like I usually did, would you have listened to me? If today, I was the one in your place, would you have let me have my way just like how you did to me? Alex?"
I looked at the ceiling with no emotions in my eyes as I was already feeling so tired with all of this nonsensical ruckus.
He slowly pushed his face away from my neck as he met my gaze and cupped my face with his large hand, "I know I am wrong. I'm sorry for that. But I-"
"I don't want excuses, Alex. What I want is an answer! Would you have let me behave just like how you did with me just now? Would you have even listened to me?"
I saw him opening his mouth to say something but I didn't let him give me more excuses, as I snapped at him, giving the answer to my own question, "No, Alex. You wouldn't. You would have simply left the house with that chic with whom you were making out, just like you always did."
I saw him shaking his head in denial, which made me scoff, "Yes, you would, Alex. Loving you is so exhausting to my mind and body. I feel tired with you around me. I feel tired with this nameless relationship. And now after today, after what you have done to me, I am not sure whether it is safe for me to stay here anymore! Just by looking at you is making it so suffocating for me. I hate you, Akex. I hat-"
"NO Baby! No! Don't say that! Please! I was wrong! I was wrong! I'm sorry for that. But believe me, I'll change. I'll. I promise. But please don't be like this," Alex cut me off by blocking my mouth with his large hand as his tears started to fall again and he caressed my cheeks with his other hand as if it would change my mind.
I removed his hand from my mouth as I looked at him deadpanned, "You'll never change, Alex. And that's what you are. You can never change and your promise to change is nothing but a waste of words. So let's stop this for good now. I want to be free from this nameless relationship."
"No! No!" He cried loudly as he again buried his face in my neck and hugged me tighter.
"You don't have that right to say that, Alex. Didn't you remember how you had introduced me to your colleagues? You had pointed at me and said that I was your unwanted sister that had popped on your head out of nowhere. And after the death of our parents, you had to take all of my responsibility. I'm nothing but your financial burden! Don't you remember it, Alex? I bet you do, after all it's the reason why I had to leave this house to get away from those judgemental eyes!" I felt my tear slipping down from my eyes again as I remembered that embarrassing and insulting incident.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry, Rain. I had only said that so that those men would stop staring at you. I didn't mean to hurt you, Rain. I just don't want any other people to look at you like that, so I made them hate you. I really didn't want to hurt you, my baby. You're my treasure, My Rain, my Life!" He said in a soft voice near my ear, as his breaths got heavy with time.
"But you did. You hurt me, you hurt my feelings. And that wasn't the only time, you hurt me," I said as I suddenly felt his body weight was too heavy for me to keep going on with and struggled to push him away.
"I'm sorry. But please... I beg you... please let me make it up for you... for everything I did to you. I promise that this time I won't... I'll never ever hurt your feelings or you. Actually, I had long vowed this promise to myself. You won't believe me, I know that, but you know what? When you left I lost all the means to have fun. I didn't spend my time with any chics. I just waited for your call and did my office work."
My lips automatically twitched as I gave him a sarcasm look of "Yeah! Yeah! Please go on!" and sneered.
He immediately bowed his head down and touched my forehead with his, as I felt a tear drop on my nose from his eyes, "It's true, my love. It's true. I didn't fuck anyone else all this while. But Lara had been seducing me since the beginning of this week and then today, she secretly followed me here. She didn't stop there. She even stripped her clothes off all by herself and stood in front of me half naked with her lingeries on. Still, I tried to shove her away from me. But I lost it the moment she started to touch me seductively. And only then did I feel all the pressure of these two weeks wanting to come out of me. But, you know what, I didn't kiss her. I just penetrated my cock and fucked her. And when I was about to cum, you came back home. But... but... then you ignored me. For God's damn sake," He suddenly opened his bloodshot eyes and made eye contact with mine, "You ignored me. You actually ignored me, Rain."
I knew and I could feel how much trouble he would have if he really stopped making out with a girl for a day or two, as Alex is the typical example of a sex-addict.
But for him to really control himself for this long, is really... too much for me to beileve.
Yet, before I could sort out my thoughts, my mouth opened by itself again, "So... what are you trying to convey to me now? At this hour? By tearing my dress off and lying on top of me with your heavy weight without any plan to give me some space? Are you trying to show me what type of a typical jerk you are, huh Alex?"
I swear I didn't mean to say that and sound like a jealous bitch but still I ended up saying it. And as expected, Alex pulled himself away from me as he gave me that devilish smile and said, "No! I'm trying to show you What I'll Do To You If You Ever Plan To Leave Me Or Give My Place To Someone Else In Here."
He said as he pointed at the middle part of my chest, slightly tilted to the left side. The perfect position where my heart was beating rapidly against his now placed finger.
And I felt my mind going blank when I heard his 'Oh So Domineering' words and so I failed to notice the moment when he got off me and again got on top of me with his complete naked self and even removing my last bit of clothing, the underwear of my lower body.
I only broke apart from my daze when he pressed his hardened cock near my entrance as he laid down on top of me and let out a satisfied groan.
His hands traveled around my sensitive body parts, as his right hand snaked around my waist and his left hand cupped my exposed left breast.
"Oh! How much I missed this, My Baby! How much I missed touching you and feeling your naked body against mine!" He said with another groan as he lightly rubbed his lower body against mine.
I was so tempted to say it out loud to him, that Alex I also missed you these past days... A lot. I missed you all the time.
But I bit my lips to keep the remaining dignity of mine and to appear a strong minded woman in front of him.
I can't let my pathetic self be seen by him again and give another chance to him to use my kindness again.
So, I decided to go with the flow as I hung my arms around his nape and brought his face closer to mine. And just when he parted his lips to take my lips in a steamy kiss, I smirked as I lightly whispered a few words to him that made his close eyes fly open widely.
"Alex, I'm giving you another chance to be with me," I saw his eyes look at me widely and then it went to normal filled with hope.
Huh! How naive!
So I continued, "But if I ever find out that you're playing with me again, I promise that I'll give you such a gift that you'll never forget. If I ever find it out, Alex," I roughly pulled his hair in my two hands making him flinch, just to show him how serious I was, "If I ever find it out, ever Alex, that you're still fucking other chics whether in my absence or presence, then I'll show you what is called a true revenge. If you do one, I'll do two. And not only that, Alex. I'll tie you up in a chair and will make you watch it how good does it feel to be fucked by two men at the same time."
"No, you won't. You won't do that to me. Only I can fuck you, only I can touch you. And no one else. Rain, please, don't ever do that. I promise to not ever let you do that, Rain. You're mine. Mine! No one can touch you except me, no one can ever have you except me, Rain. No one," I felt his grip got stronger and tighter with each of his words, but I didn't care at that moment as I finally got a good grip on his weak point. And that was of me abandoning him.
As by now I could tell how obsessive and possessive Alex was regarding me. And this was good. Both of us should share the same amount of love and possessiveness. It shouldn't be limited only to me.
And so that is it.
'If I suffer, I'll make you suffer twice, my dear Alex,' I vowed in my heart as I gladly took his kiss this time.
This kiss was strong than the last one. It was filled with dominance and possessiveness. His tongue that splitted my lips apart, entered my mouth to explore each and every corner of it.
He sucked my lips correspondingly as I returned him the same enthusiasm that he was pouring to me. I bit his lips too as I sucked on his mouth.
My saliva got mixed as I felt his hands exploring my body. They played with my perfect round breasts as he fondled them and pinched them roughly making me moan in between our kisses.
"You're Mine, Rain," I heard him say as he continued his invasion.
His lower body started to rub against mine, as I felt him getting harder and thicker, while I was getting wetter and wetter.
"Ahh! Alex! Ahh! Mmmh! Ahh!" I let out my moans as soon as he left my mouth and shifted downwards on the sensitive part of my neck.
He bit there before licking it with the tip of his tongue as he occasionally sucked on it.
"You're getting jelly in my arms, Rain. And my cock is saying your pussy is leaking a lot. Say, what should I do now?"
I heard him starting to talk dirty now as it increased my stimulation to cum faster, without him penetrating my womanhood. And at that moment, the only reply I could give was my moans of wanting more of him.
"Ahh! Ahhhmmmh! Ahhh! Ahhh! Alex! Ahh! It feels soooo good! Ahhh! Please! More please!"
"What do you want me to do, Rain? Tell me!" He asked me even though he was well aware of what I needed at that moment.
I was so close... so close to....
"Please! Ahhh! Ahh! Please!" I begged as he kept on fondling my boobs as he suddenly took my left nipple in his mouth and started to play with it with his soft slippery tongue.