Yesterday everything went well, well I hope. after cleaning I had to go and get my school work to my friend who knows partially about my life and I did everything, you can't tell that I wasn't at school.
Today the man of the house is around, the twins couldn't be happier, they are glowing. their father works as a police officer at Johannesburg so he comes after a few months.
I hate him so much that I would rather not eat or even not exist when he is around. one of these days I might poison him, because he broke me, what breaks my heart more is the fact that my aunt knows but she chose to turn a blind eye to it.
Today I won't sleep here because I can't handle the pain, Soon I will be writing final exams I need to be in my right senses. I don't mind not eating until he leaves.