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Chapter 6 - At training camp

When I came to notice that I was on a bed I had guessed that I was at the training camp.

Since the ceiling didn't look like the hotel ceiling as I'm grasping my surroundings I hear Cheyenne say Lana!

I look to my side and see Cheyenne sitting at my side with tears forming in her eyes.

Her shout had made Louis and Alice wake up and making them put up their defense.

They look at me and they lower their guard but then they look at each other as they try not to let their intention of their stare be let into the bond.

But I don't need the bond to know what their stare means.

I think,should I act as if I only remember up to kissing and act like I don't remember the rest of should I just admit I remember everything and ask about why I called them that.

But that's when an image popped in my head of a girl she had blonde hair with blue eyes.

She calls out my name Lana I can hear the sweetness and love in her voice along with the longing and at the some time anger.

But I feel as if she is somewhat familiar to me she reaches out her hand to me.

As she says help me Lana I'm so lonely and scared why..why did you leave me.

Did you really forget about me and the other 3 alongside our promise.

I know you feel our bond you felt the 4 of our bonds since we were little.

Please.. please remember Lana we need you to remember.

The 4 of us have been waiting for so long for you to remember.

Since that awful day you me and the 3 work so hard to get to be beside you again unfortunately I had to stay behind and the others had to fake their identity.

In order to be close to you too where one was in the shadows and one was forced to be just a childhood friend again.

But you have suffered the most with how you changed and how...she shakes her head and says.

The other was forced to be just your body guard again but it seems.

They got close to you again to reawaken all 5 of our bonds.

That is why I am able to be in front of you and talk to you.

But Even though the 3 are trying to maintain it to allow me enough time.

To talk to you i know they have made it to where you can't feel what they are saying and feeling through the bonds and that is why I can't say too much.

I'm glad they allow me to tell you who they are indirectly knowing that you will put it together.

But not completely yet due to how they change their appearance.

And that I am allowed to tell you indirectly who I am but time is short they cannot maintain it too much with trying to separate their feelings from the bond with yours.

So you can't tell who they really are and what they are saying but please understand why, we want you to remember on your own.

We want you to remember how we were and how you felt about us we don't want you to try and do from what we tell you.

We want you to rekindle the passion and love you had for us or more like have for us.

Come Lana take my hand please let me hold you before our time is up.

I see the sadness and disappointment in her eyes that she cannot tell me everything but I feel that she truly loves me just like Alice, Cheyenne, and Louis.

As I start walking to her I see her eyes sparkle with happiness.

I take her hand and she immediately wraps me in a tight,longing and desperate hug.

She says I know you do not know why you granted my request but you felt through the bond we have and felt the feelings in my words through it.

I so wish I could tell you directly who I am and so do the others but what your mom and dad did to block the bond and memories we share.

We cannot force you to remember I know you felt what Chey and Lou were suppressing but it wasn't only them you felt.

You felt what me and also AL you misinterpreted what it was.

The feeling you felt was that we can't wait for the day to come that you remember but we do not want you to hate your parents do the force of your memories begin awoken.

We want you to slowly regain them and whatever choice you make then we will support whether you choose us or them.

Do not get me or is wrong we don't want you to hate your parents because of what they did we want you to understand.

Because we do and so please try to understand them but now for what you been waiting for.

But remember I cannot tell you directly who I am you have to try and piece it together as more and more memories come but also you might get confused with some of them because how different the 3 look.

But I know with what I told you about them you will piece it together.

But before I removed the seal I have placed to make it seem we are just hugging you cannot let them know that I told you about how I cleared up your confusion on what you felt.

About what they were suppressing and that you also felt it from me and AL.

Through the bond she knows I agree and removes the seal and says now for what you been waiting for.

I pick up that I'm supposed to be wanting to know who she is so others won't notice anything is off.

So I say you are familiar to me who are you, why do I not remember you but I feel the bond we have and through it I feel as if we were a lot closer.

She says of course I seem more familiar than the others.

Beginning that I have kept my original appearance unlike the others.

But then I can hear Alice say with a bit of jealousy how unfair we have to wait for her to remember but you can appear to her in your original appearance.

That's when I heard Louis say now now we all agreed to this when we put the plan in action causing her to stay behind and allowing us to get close to Lana again.

Even though none of us have had it easy doing so but we all did it to see and be with her again.

Cheyenne says it's still not fair I want her to remember me by how I really look not by getting confused by how I look now.

The blonde hair girl giggles and says we can talk more about that later since the bond is back between the 5 of us.

But for now you 3 can't maintain this for much longer because Lana does not remember us clearly enough yet.

For some reason I giggle and say I'm so glad to see that Cheyne,Louie,Alley, and especially you Amelia haven't changed.

That's when I feel through the bond their surprise that I called them by their real names.

I say, what,why did I call you guys that and how do I know your name.

So that I don't force any memories to come she says my name Is Melia and when we were all younger we used to always be together before that awful day.

I was your first love and I was your first partner then it was my two younger sisters and then your childhood friend.

But do to the awful day we were separated from you and you had lost your memories of us along with our bond being blocked.

I calm down and 2 images come back to me the first one I see is me with 4 other girls.

But I'm back to when I was 10 years old and we're in my room.

I'm holding hands with the girl that has medium blonde hair as she has her head on my shoulder.

As I see another girl on my other side that has short khadi brown hair with hazel eyes.

And across from me are two other girls one has short dark blonde hair and the other was long medium brown hair.

But their eyes colors were the same as the one I'm holding hands with.

The others felling through the bond that I have calmed down let the memory keep showing knowing that I had forgotten their real names.

The 2 memory shows us getting up and getting ready to have a sleepover over.

Then it skips to when where about to lay down I'm sitting up with the 4 of them crawling to me and it starts to blurrier out and I can barley see their faces but I see them mouth something then I hear promise.

When I come to I start to feel as if I know who they are but I'm getting them mixed up but plus they looked different from how they do now.

I may not remember their real name but the only one I recognize is Melia but trait wise I know who is who but with the names I know now I feel as if I'm mixing them up.

Sensing though the bond that I have somewhat gained memory's of them but I am mixing up each of their current names up.

Because of how they are now compared to their original appearance.

And that I only recognize Melia I feel through the bond that the other 3 are smiling and are just happy I somewhat recognize them.

Alice says no need to rush Lan in do time you will recognize all of us for now I'm just happy you know that you can tell who we are even if your getting our names confused but you now through our bond and traits who we are.

Cheyenne says before the time run out and we were no longer able to visually connect with Melia.

by who was sitting next to you in your memory try to tell us who thought was sitting next to you with our current names.

But knowing that you like to be precise you won't settle with being uneasy because you can tell who we are but you are getting the current names confused you can describe our traits and personality.

I say ok well we all know that I know the one holding my hand on the right was Malia as she just smiles.

Then I say I want to say the one on my left is Cheyenne but I know by the traits it's not and the one to my left had short khadi brown hair.

But her personality is soft but yet unbending especially when it comes to what she wants.

Cheyenne is more like a predator that lures its prey in with her gentleness before she shows her dominance.

They are almost the exact opposite.

Cheyenne giggles and says she says you are soft and stubborn.

The person she says it to doesn't rebuttal but I can feel the Personality I definitely just said but I can't tell from who.

I think that must mean they won't let know who's who and if one of them gets a jab thrown at them they'll make it so I won't be able to tell who it's coming.

Cheyenne says I don't even need the bond to what your and that's right you going to have to work for to tell who is who.

I click my tongue and Alice giggles and says even if you don't remember exactly how you were you still have your same habits.

Don't worry you'll be able to point us out soon.

Cheyenne says now the next person.

I say the one across from me on the left is Alice but her traits are really different from her.

I wanna say it's Alice but by the trait I know it's not because she has Dark blond hair and she is more like Mature and innocent.

Now it's Alice who giggles and says Lana saying that you act like a mother even when we were at that age.

This time I feel that as if someone is embarrassed but also is pouting and wants to make a comment but doesn't.

Cheyenne says well she isn't wrong and Alice says that is true but still.

Cheyenne says so the one to the right of who you think is Alice is Louis.

I say yes but she has long light brown medium hair as her traits so from i know she's not she feels more like how I described you Cheyenne.

Louis says that means she thinks that tsundere that can't be honest.

As Alice giggles and says she definitely got our traits and personality down.

Even though she got our names confused she was able to tell by our traits and personality that the ones that she thought was us weren't.

I feel them smile and that they're happy that I can identify who's who even if I called them the wrong name.

Louis says ok Lana you can back we wanna talk about what you just told us before the time is over.

I say ok and Alice disconnected me from the visual bond to allow me to wake up.

(After Lana was disconnected)

Louis says she thinks the person to the left of her was Cheyenne when that was Alice.

Alice says, she doesn't not think I'm a stubborn person Cheyenne to her I'm just a girl that knows what she wants hmm.

Cheyenne says yea yea we know what you think in an uncaring way.

And says that she thinks the person across to her on the left is Alice when that's Louis.

Louis says she does not think of me as a mom she thinks of me as an mature but yet innocent person.

Alice says uhmm I think that's what a mom is as she giggles.

Louis looks to Cheyenne with puppy eyes for help.

When Cheyenne looks away she says fine at least she didn't think I was a person who can't be honest with her feelings as she sticks her tongue out.

Cheyenne turns back and looks at her saying big sister I am not a tsundere.

As Melia says now now at least she's able to tell our traits and personality apart.

Cheyenne says but I wonder why she only said your traits and not your personality eldest sister.

Alice says you know she has always been like if she knows who you are she doesn't feel as if she needs to go in def with the explanation.

Louis says true but big sister are really sure that your ok with responsibility you got left with as being the bad guy even if your only pretending to overcome with grief and that someone manipulated your feelings of beginning separated from her.

She says you know me I have always been Carrie free but I'm not going to lie and say I'm not hurt but I can assume when you say someone you mean her.

That when the tension becomes tense and Cheyenne says we cannot allow her to succeed in her plans.

We also must not allow Lana to remember that she has a sister and that her sister was the one that caused their mother's death for her own personal gain to remove us.

Alice says at least her father was able to seal those memories and have her think her mother passed away to illness.

Melia says I also managed to convince her that what she felt was misinterpreted so for now keep acting like you didn't notice that she felt what you were trying to hide.

But when she gets her memoirs completely back we will not be able to stop her from finding out the truth.

we managed to make it seem like it was her parents and us but in truth it was us and her parents or her sister.

Cheyenne says she was really attached to her to where she believed her older sister could do no wrong in her eyes.

The only reason she would believe us is because when we were injected back in middle school somehow it made us bond together.

Alice says Mr.akira thinks its because we were already close before we were injected and that somehow it was able to mutate in us because of how we felt about each other.

Beginning that serum form bonds by having people that are capable.

Cheyenne says that's why we all bonded because we all love Lana and she loves us but Emmy was able to have a relationship that even rivaled a bond.

To the point she didn't need her serum to find her bond she somehow neutralized that part but kept the immunity and formed some kind link with Lana.

Melia says the time is up you guys need to go back I'm glad I got to see you guys you have grown so much since I last saw you.

Alice says Lia I'm so so sorry you had to get left with part of being the bad guy.

As Cheyenne and Louis just stay quiet and wish things could have been different.