AVA'S POV
I took my favorite set of socks, some oversized T-shirts, baggy jeans and ohh
my favorite celine Jacket from my cupboard.
And my toiletries , shoes and
.
.
Done.
Ok so right now I'm packing , to fly to Seoul S. Korea since my parents had already left 4 days ago.
Honestly right now I'm having mixed feelings. Excited but nervous too.
Last night dad called me and said , "Princess, after you land here we'll have dinner with the Jeons. So wear something formal and have a safe flight. Bye princess love you. "
So yeah it's very nerve wrecking. I don't know how should I talk with HIM. It'll be awkward don't you think so?
"Yah!! Ava are you even listening to me? "
Oh I almost forgot that Isabella was here with me.
I called her this morning to help me pack but it's the opposite. She's currently giving me ideas to run away from this marriage. Sike she's a true friend indeed.
"Kim Isabella shut your ass up, you're being loud." I rolled my eyes and continued to pack my things.
"Look Ava it's about your MARRIAGE. Don't talk about it like it's just someone else's marriage. "
I sighed and folded my jeans before putting it inside my suitcase.
"I know Bella but I'm really fine with it."
"Ava I don't want you to regret it. Don't you think that. .. That... there will be someone else waiting for you. " She took my hand and looked at me with an expecting face.
"Hmmm? "
"You know Bella I'm too old for that shit now. " I laughed it off as this was reality no prince is gonna come for me riding in a horse.
"Fine. I surrender but do tell me if he's a jerk. I'll kill him on the spot. " She said giving me that killer look
Oh she looks like a fierce cat rn.
"Ok ok I will but for now help me pick a dress to wear for the dinner."
I said with a pleading look
"You look good in everything you wear. " She plopped in my bed right after she said that.
"Bella , please. "
"Okay okay let me see. "
She got up from my bed and stood beside me staring at the dresses that I currently have on my cupboard.
"This " She said while pointing at the Dress on the middle.
It was a knee length dress, cream in colour,long sleeve with a small glittering belt.
Come to think of it I bought this dress last year on Christmas but never got a chance to wear it so yeah, it was perfect for the dinner.
"Thank you Bella, you're the only one I can count on. " I wiped my fake tears to which she responded by rolling her eyes.
"But now that I'm thinking about it.
How does he look like. Is he hot? Is he handsome? "
There she goes asking questions which I exactly knew she would ask.
Wait wasn't she opposing it a min before?
Anyway how do I tell her that I haven't even seen his FACE.
Yes, I haven't.
Actually I would have asked dad or searched on the internet but isn't it better to meet in person? Right? Wouldn't that create much better impression of him then searching about him on the internet knowing that 50% of it will be just crap.
"Ava you're zoning out again"
"Sorry"
"You haven't answered me yet"
"Oh about that I haven't seen his face yet , let alone know his body and features" I answered folding another shirt of mine and putting it inside my suitcase.
"Oh - WHAT?? AVA MANOBAN ARE YOU KIDDING ME. YOU HAVEN'T YET SEEN YOUR FREAKING FIANCE'S FACE? "
I stopped doing my thing and looked at her , I mean who won't? she literally shouted on my ears.
"YAH Bella you're gonna make me deaf" I said massaging my eyes as an act to show her that my ears were in pain.
"Ava are you kidding me why haven't you seen your fiance's face yet? "
"Isn't it better to see him in person? " I replied, stating the obvious
And she gave me an "Are you fucking serious? " Look
There was silence for a moment before she sighed and sat down beside me
" You know what .I'm so done with you .Go on and marry that Seojun or Songjun or whatever his name is.For now buy me food I'm really hungry after hearing about your marriage and fiance"
"You're always hungry stop blaming me " I replied throwing a shirt of mine over her face.
But then many thoughts came into my mind specially the negative ones.
Am I really gonna regret it?
Am I really making the wrong decision?
Should I run away ?
"Come let's go to the nearest restaurant " Bella's words brought me out of my thoughts.
"Ohh ok let's go. What do you wanna eat? " I asked before intertwining our hands and walking off to our destination.
"I'll have Phat kaphrao"
"Ok Phat kaphrao it is" I said
And we went off to have our dinner.
And I knew,
I won't regret it.
***
" I'll miss you " Bella said while engulfing me into a tight bear hug.
"I'll miss you too Bella But right now you're gonna kill me " I giggled while freeing myself from her bear hug.
Can't believe that it's already time to go to S. Korea. Wasn't it like yesterday when my dad came to me telling me that I'll be marrying Jeon Seojun.
And this mandu right here is crying and squeezing me in the airport.
I'll miss her bad.
"Sorry. Call me when you reach and if your fiance turns out to be a jerk and treats you wrong then just give me a call. I'll come right away to kill him" She said while sniffing
How can such a cute girl be this threatening
"Arasoo I will ,now I'll be off or else I'll miss my plane "
"Bye " She said for the nth times this day and hugged me before waving me goodbye.
After the crying scene in the airport I finally got inside the plane. And luckily my seat is the window seat. Not that I'm afraid it's just that seeing the view from the window kinda calms me down especially at times like this it's a healing time for me..
I can't wait to meet you Seojun.
A small smile appeared on my face upon calling him by his first name or perhaps a blush ?