"No no no no no this can't be happening"she screamed looking at her phone"after everything i have done for you" she mumble as she reread the text message
"No I can't let this happen" she said pressing the redial button
"Hello" a deep voice answered after the third ring
"Please tell me what i read was a lie" she pleaded as tears dropped from her eyes
"You read exactly what i meant" replied the voice
"Nooooo tell me it's a lie"she pleaded once more"after everything i have done for you,i have risked everything just to be with you" she yelled wiping the continuous tears from her eyes
"You were just am easy target ,a fool helplessly In love with me,i thought i could take everything from you,but you decided to wait until our wedding night" he answered in a cold yet calmed voice
"You said you love me" she yelled into her phone as more tears kept pouring"we've been together for two years , doesn't that count" she asked wiping the snot from her nose
"Yes two years,two years of wasted effort" he answered his voice getting louder by the second "you were just a means to an end"
"What have I done to deserve this" she asked as more tears kept flowing
"Nothing,lets just say you were not my type,since those two years I have been with you I kept dropping hints thinking you would notice them,but you were just too stupid" he replied coldly
"I cursed the day i met you" she mumble as more tears kept on flowing
"Yeah yeah, don't you ever call this line again you wretched woman" he yelled disconnecting his phone
"Noooo" she yelled forcibly smashing her phone on the tile floor
'You were an easy target'
'wretched woman'
'you were a means to an end' thought like this kept on swarming in her head
"Noooo" she yelled again standing up from her stool and began breaking anything her eyes landed on,she then saw a photo frame of her and the guy happily smiling on her drawer,she walked over to the drawer with anger in her steps and hatred in her mind as she picked the photo angrily smashing it to the ground with broken glasses spattering all over the floor,she did not care that her legs were bleeding as she stepped on them for what he said to her kept coming back like a mantra 'you were just a means to an end' 'you were an easy target' .
She slumped on her bed curling over herself as she wept loudly not caring if anyone heard her ,for there was no one ,she had on body and it was her fault,even the girl she called her friend who she thought she could trust stabbed her in the back.
"I'm sorry" she cried this time for her family,her loved ones who she abandoned just to be with him.
She immediately sprang up from her bed as a thought came into her mind,she grabbed her coat from the stand and hurriedly left her building pushing everyone and everything who stood in her way of going to her destination,she walked hurriedly with tears dripping from her eyes not bothering to wipe it as she kept on walking not caring for the traffic light
"Hey watch where you are going" yelled a truck driver who almost ran into her. But that did not stop her she kept on moving forward
"Young lady are you okay?" Asked an old woman grabbing her coat, she quickly removed her coat and kept on walking not bothering to reply the woman with her coat still in the woman's hand.
"Hey miss your coat" yelled the woman which fell into deaf ears.
She kept on walking not bothering to turn back and grab her coat. Finally she got to where she needed which was a train station,she got down laying on the tracks as a train speedily heads toward her direction,
She closed her eyes she then opened her eyes looking up she mouthed the words "i cursed the day i met you" she closed her eyes again welcoming the darkness and void that would soon welcome her As the train horn kept blaring it presence as it got near. The memories of three years ago kept on replaying in my head.