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Chapter 3 - 3

"Do you feel me?, Love!" a girl whispers in monotone with sadness and little chuckle seeing a man enter the room

'Why do I feel like there is more? why everything about this room screams you are calling for me? why I don't want to trust the things? why I can't believe my own brother? Just why everything ended when I was ready to start? why am I still able to smell you even after 6 damn years?' the man screams with his hoarse voice, too much dried from all the drinking.

The pain, the grief which is slowly killing him from past 6 years after facing biggest misery of his entire life. Every time, every second of the day he feels he is being protected, he feels the same warmth at every corner of his house. The main reason to change his residence to another building abruptly ignoring all the questions asked by his wife, too much tensed that he would get caught about what? No one knows, he himself doesn't know what's happening in their house. The feeling of love is always trying to dominate his grief when he steps into it, unknown attraction, unspoken pleasure radiating from the damn house where he spent 3 years with his love. That burn his body feels remembering their past moments, his stomach churns at her last memory, unexplainable drag towards the lost soul, his heart craves for connection, mind wants attention, his hands need to feel the warm touch of his lover's delicate hand.

Guilt that eats him up as he was unable to save her but was he to blame, NO. Everyone each and every single being despised her, he was forced to accept the truth which he can't, he knows there is more to his despair he is facing now. 'SANA' this single word resonates in that old building causing loud echo making him clutch his ears hard with his hands as the urge to run into the arms of said person increases, feet moves on their own with no particular destination as the echo increases as he screams unable to bear the overwhelming feeling when everything fall silent that even his shallow breathe could be heard

"Ryan!" same delicate painful whisper again resonates in his ears as he turns his head abruptly at least to catch a glimpse of his beloved soul

There she is standing in all glory as delicate as feather and shining like brightest star. He is able to see her finally after 6 years of longing, he can see her approaching him with slow steps with lovely yet painful smile playing on her lips. Is he scared? NO, even she decides to take him with her he will leave this world where he is dying every second. "

"Sanaa" voice barely above whisper filled with longing as she cups his face with both her hands as tears roll down his cheeks finally feeling complete

"I am here, Ryan. Do you miss me?" she asks stroking his cheek in a slow manner

"I do, I am from 6 years" he replies closing his eyes just to feel the touch more

"Will you miss me after today, love?" she askes tone lacing with sadness"

"Take me with you Sana, please! There is something I don't know, make me aware. Release me from this pain. Please" He pleads clutching his chest tightly which is paining

"Will you trust me Ryan that if I say I am an innocent? that I was with your brother that night? I was there to help his wife? I-I was being framed for her death? that he wanted my heart for his affair? he wanted to get rid of his wife for his love? to get both heart from me and love from his wife? will you believe me Ryan" she finishes with tear gliding down her bloodshot red eyes onto her pale lifeless skin finally falling on Ryan's hand making the place burn

"M-My brother? What are to implying, Love?" Ryan askes with confused and shocked face as tears escape with out any limit ignoring his burning skin

"Your brother, one whom you love so much and I respect so much took me away from you Ryan. He wanted my heart to save his lover, manipulated that he will accuse me of killing his wife. But I was not scared because I have you, I wanted to run and tell you everything bu-but he just stabbed me so hard. I was not ready to leave you Ryan, not that early. Every passing second, I knew I was not far away from dying. My every single breathe I was just wanting you by my side to hold my hand and whisper that you are there for me. Our every moment was flashing in my eyes as my eyes started to shut and I became weak realizing that I will never see you again, that our story ends here, my love ends here and I finally left you hearing your brother's maniac laugh. I am sorry Love, I wanted to live, I wanted to run back to you, I was desperate to have you with me. I miss you Ryan, your part of soul is missing from me. I wanted to spend more time with you but I left you. Love you forever Ryan" Sana finishes as her face starts fading slowly and the tears start to become thin lines of blood making Ryan's heart ache more as he hugs her ever so tightly not wanting to let her go

"I want your love, Sana. I am still not satisfied, I want more of our days, more of our laughs. This world is cruel, it just can't stand someone's love. Take me with you Love! Let me be with you, I promised to protect you, let me fulfill my promise. I don't want to witness anything apart from our own galaxy. Let's just leave from everything, take me with you please. I can't take any more pain staying away from you. Each inch of my body craves for this touch, my mind screams at me run into this building where there is no one but I find peace. I feel you here Love, my ears hear you, I can still smell your scent at every corner of this house, this abandoned place gives me comfort. My heart didn't let me go of this place after I tried to get rid of memories. Finally, I stopped, I stopped trying to erase everything because I can't, you just linger in my mind every second, I can't let you go again. This time I want to come with you, wherever you take me, I want to come. Take me love" Ryan says as Sana places her lips on his forehead while his body burns with pleasure as he feels like flying surrounded by pleasant air, in arms of this love finally united

"I Love you, always" he whispers as his body finally let go of his soul falling limp on the ground with stained cheeks and pale skin looking like ever so peacefully sleeping as he left his soul with his love

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"CUT!" The judge screams making both Ryan and Sana to give their attention to the judges

"It was beautiful! Acting was so real, your body and mind is flowing with emotions. There is no doubt why you both are best and top actors at present. You are welcomed. Official statement will be released about the film with you as the main leads. Congrats and sign the papers Mr. Ryan and Ms. Sana" Judge announces with pure smile making them go crazy inside but collect their composure not to look like a child who got candy

"It was AMAZING, Ryan. Congrats on your new journey. GOD, you were so on point!" Alex embraces him in a tight hug as Ryan returns it with huge smile closing his eyes as happy tears just start to fall down