JUNGKOOK'S POV
It was so warm....
I felt so soft...
The warmth that engulfed my whole body gave me a sort of relief and assurance, the assurance that I was lost.
Ever since I lost my mother there seemed to be something missing, my dad loves me alot and he never stopped showering me with his love and care but that empty hole never seemed to go away that empty feeling had always been there that I gave up refilling it I did try though.
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I was taught having a mate is the most beautiful thing you could have, I have always seen that from my father how his eyes sparkled whenever he looked at my mom lovingly.
I found myself wanting the same thing I always imagined when I had a mate I would shower her alot of love and spoil her she would only be mine and we would have a family and be happy grow old together I was so positive about my future with my mate, the feeling only made me smile in bliss but guess life had other plans for me.
I became fraustrated having not met my mate years and years but I still made myself patient I wanted to be the better person for my mate, I controlled myself from all temptations, I closed myself inside my room during the rut when it kicked in it was painful but I beared it only for my mate.
I got suitors alot of them but I used to say no kindly to them because I kept myself for my mate, but until when was I going to wait all those torturous years became unbearable till one day I came to realize maybe I don't have a mate, maybe having a mate was never made in my life.
And when my dad lost his mate that time I saw how devasted he became he lost that sparkle till now he smiles but hides his loss, so what i suffered all these years only to suffer again after meeting my mate I don't think I could bear that and that's when I decided to stop that little crazy dream of getting a mate what was I even thinking that I would get a mate that easily in this fucked up world and the day one tried to decive me claiming she was my mate, for a second I almost believed her that little hope coming to life, it's just that I never knew what it feels to have a mate so I couldn't tell the difference but with how touchy she instantly got all of a sudden I could tell it right away she just wasn't my mate no never, so in anger I gave her what she wanted in the first place sleep with me I made it so rough and aggressive that she won't forget it but it was too late when I became an addict to the bad habit I threw away the idea of a mate out the window I didn't care anymore I was a mafia for God sake soft heart wasn't my style so I stopped caring sleep anyhow I want it didn't matter untill that one time at the mountain it changed everything before I could react, I was slow to detect so my wolf got to experience love at first sight because I myself had given up.
As the warm sunrise light fell on his face I couldn't help than admire him, the feeling is there i know but I keep on denying it what if it's also a lie how could I heal from that hopeless thought.
He was right on top of me legs entangled in the sheets my nose buried in his hair, hands holding his tiny waist which fit so perfectly in my hands, his hands tightly onto my torso
his soft breathing, his heart beating sync to mine it was calm that my body relaxed as our warmth clushed together 'is this how it feels to wake up in the morning with your lover in your arms' I couldn't help than think, I didnt want to wake up but again I had to go no one can know I was here.
Having a glance at his cute face I slowly slipped off the bed though I didnt want but I had to. He was still fast asleep as I crounched down near him giving him a peck to his lips, he sleepily open his eyes "k .ookie" and softly called me Fuck, I pat his head softly "sleep baby ok" I whispered and see him smile abit how the fuck did he do it so cutely. He closed his eyes again and it was time I walked,...nor jumped out and headed to that same forest taking a last glance at the Lee mansion and walking away.
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Soon I reached the mansion as alot of thoughts clouded my mind that I didnt notice something odd "huh" I look at the quite compound at this time my guards would run to my side and Jin hyung across scolding me where I was last night and Tae looking so done but no today was different I dont feel a soul. As I headed for the door and opened it carefully open wide it's when I realized the balloons falling on top of my head with a very loud scream of "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" huh I fell speechless "Happy birthday baby" Jin came with a medium sized chocolate cake with candles on it standing infront me smiling widely.
'fuck did I actually forget my own birthday' I look around to see the happy faces smiling at me and singing happy birthday it almost made me tear up "Happy birthday bro" Tae and Kai came up to me and tucking me into a tight hug making me chuckle "now blow the candles" Jin insisted even though I don't see the point of celebrating my birthday but I could see how happy it made them so I agreed along. I blew the candles made a wish cut that delicious Jin cake it was a happy moment I thought that was all but guess these guys had other plans "we are having a party later so be ready by the time" Jin said strictly knowing I would ditch them "ok hyung" I replied with no other choice.
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LATER THAT EVENING
The agreed party wasn't a lie this party was literally booming Jin having invited some of our workmates, close friends joined by my men and the maids it didn't matter though every soul counts.
And then came the annoying part gifts, am not a kid to be gifted "Shut up you are still our kid doesn't matter how much beards you've grown atleast to me your still my baby Koo" "Hyunggg" I whined why he treats me like a kid "now stop being grumpy here is a gift from me" I smile as he handed me a bigger heavy box I didnt know what was in there but I can't wait to see it, I continued to receive more gifts from the others and then to my two favorite people "open it" Tae says smugly trying to get me to open his gift and when I did I couldn't help the smirk that formed on my lips "how many bullets does this hold" he hurriedly shushed me "keep it down hyung will hear" oops, we continued to use the eye language as I received Kai's gifts it felt light I wonder what it was but when I opened it instantly I closed it "condoms Kai seriously" I whisper yelled "they are over 100pieces saved you from buying anyway" he smirked Kai seriously I wanted to smack his head but he was right "I hope this last me in the next two days" "so shameless" we fell into a laughter. That night I received a bunch of gifts but I wished he was here, there I can't stop thinking about him urrrgh ..
"Jungkook" Tae called and I turned to him a glass of wine in hand "I have another special gift" he said cheekly as I looked at him confused "But my gift is on the balcony you will find it there now go" he literally pushed me and I couldn't even ask was he up to something?
When I reached the balcony I was met with a person's back he looked shorter and that strawberry scent "Jimin.." I called so sure it was him and when he turned around i felt happiness gush into me and I realized how much I missed him.
"Happy birthday Jungkook ah" he gave me that eye smile making my heart race i missed that too "Thank you baby" i happily say I know I was obvious with my excitement but it can't be helped "am sorry i didn't bring you a gift...I was not sure what you liked" he pout so adorable "it's okay" baby you being here is enough "but I can only do this" he blushed making me confused.
He slowly approached me and on his tippy toes suddenly connected our lips softly I was caught off guard, I found my hands snaking around his waist and pulling him closer, the kiss was so passionate as I dwelled more into it I was starting no scratch that I was addicted more than the addict to powder.
We remained standing for over a minute and broke the kiss as he looked up to me while I caressed his cheek lightly "Kookie you like my gift?" he asked how can I even start to explain how I..." I loved it, this was my best" he giggled I love to here that.
Come to think of it, ever since at the mountain he drove me and my wolf nuts, we kept kept meeting coincidently, his uncle setting us up, friends with Jin and Tae, my dad approving of him, my wolf sneaking to meet him, and finally finding myself just want to cuddle him up and feeling of possessiveness suddenly, now everything makes sense we didn't meet just by mistake it was fate, I always thought my mate would be a girl but only to turn out a pretty boy even better i can take that too.
Park Jimin I swear you made me realize alot of things fuck now I understand it all these feelings how did I came not to accept sooner, it's a beautiful feeling 'I like you alot Minnie' I smile myself internally happy that I finally made up my mind best birthday gift ever.
I don't care if your related to your uncle I like you as you I believe your not him I wont let him touch you again because your mine only.