Death.A very familiar concept she always thought about. The permanent cessation of all biological functions. That is the correct and short description of death. Everything and everyone dies. That is common sense. When i always 9 years old My mother told me before she died to always remember something.''No one ever knows when their time will come.'' It was confusing but i always remembered what she said.Then ''Bang" she died it was one of the hardest years of my life. Now coming close to an adult i got what she meant when i was younger.I loved my mother she was the only one in my life, we only had each other.She was very beautiful. She had raven black hair white skin with no blemishes and deep black Abyss eyes with a mole on her top lip and was very elegant.She liked music and was in a band in high school and college with her other 3 friends. She had played guitar and was very much a singer with her beautiful voice that sounded like she descended from the heavens. She always said that people loved her when she was on stage whether it was teachers or students. She was pregnant at 25 years old in the middle of her career with a man that was a famous painter, she named me Illumi Aihara. They met at the backstage of one her concerts he had asked her if he can paint her.1 year later they dated then she had gotten pregnant.
Sadly the good days didn't last that long before he fucked up what they had by cheating and abused my mother when he was caught. When i was 5 years old all they did was argue and fight my mother always come in the room with a black eye and some scratches. When i was 8 i heard that my mother was diagnosed with lung cancer we could've got it treated but we had no money and she was getting weaker day by day. My damn father left us in debt with the investing he was doing. When i was 10 years old my mother gave me her guitar for my birthday and died the next morning. When i saw her on the floor the next morning something in me broke it was painful like something was suffocating my heart and couldn't breath, I saw my father just sitting there on the couch sleeping like nothing happened.I grabbed a knife from the kitchen dish washer then slit his throat then blacked out.
When i woke up i was in the hospital with police and doctors surrounding me asking me to tell them what happened , I told them the story of what happed.The police asked me do my mom has any relatives. I told them what she told me,That she was A orphan. At the end of the day i was adopted by one of her band mates from high school they taught me how to sing and play instruments like the guitar and the piano. At age 15 i decided to continue my moms music legacy.
At 17 in my 2nd year of high school I found out I Liked girls I was kicked out of my mom friends house when she found out .The reason I knew I had liked girls was because I had dated one of the popular girls in the middle of the year, and my auntie found out. After everybody in the grade had found out i was ridiculed and was called gross and more hurting words,My girlfriend couldn't take the stares and bullied me in front of her friends.That was the second time my mind broke and I stopped trusting relationships.
When i was 19 after graduating high school i got a neck and a tattoo sleeve on my left arm and started smoking. In the middle of the semester we had a talent show in college a lot of people from the entertainment industry was coming .There i met 3 girls who played different instruments and wanted to start a band but had nobody who play guitar and vocal.I joined their team for the talent show we placed 1st and got an offer from a company.
7 years later our band is 1st on the charts,I dated and had some fun in relationships now and then got my heart broke, had some peaceful breakups over the years i had matured.My favorite thing to do when Im not on tour is to read romance novels one of my friends recommend. One of the things i hate in this novel called "my beloved tyrant" that the hero is a scumbag ,The heroine is a green tea, and the villainess was smart but stupid.If it was me i would've treated the villainess like a queen. Its been 21 hours since i got on the plane,That night i had a strange dream i was in a strange place floating around like a piece of lump. Shortly after a I was being dragged out of the strange place super fast.After some seconds I heard a soothing voice talking in different languages (Իմ անունն է ),I was trying to see whats going on but I suddenly felt incredible pain all over my body.